pasko sa pamilya eustaquio! yeah!  

paskuhan

Yeah… back to school and back with paskuhan… the yearly celebration in UST for the yuletide season…

I went there………. Just because I want to…I messaged some friends whom I know who will be there so I wont end up a freaking bastard enjoying the sights alone.. though many came… but all that I want to do is just kill some time….. I have nothing to do…. luckily got some handful of friends with me… It don’t matter.. who they are… cause… I’m all good with anybody… so flexible that I can enjoy my time with anyone… but this freaking day is so so so fucking long.. cause I’m awake from 1:30 am till this moment… more than 24 hours… and I’m still awake…. Just cant sleep…. It all went well… 2 am I found myself having some snack in tropical hut…. Cause I’m so hungry….ahh…. and at the office… I’m so sleepy…. but I have to go with the plans and end up at paskuhan in the afternoon till morning….

it's my 6th paskuhan... hahaha

ehh kung magwrestling kaya kami sa kasal? hehehhe 

eh... kung ikaw kaya ilagay sa loob ng baso? 

ung pinipirmahan sa kasal? masOk kung mukha ko nakalagay... heheheheh 

ang tatlong pkonsomisyon sa pamilya nagsama sama! toma na! nakita nyo si panday? ayun nasa kanan ko! 

wedding bouncers

Last last week… my cousin got married and we served as the PSG not presidential security group… no no no…. its “PULIS SA GATE”… hehehe… we were like bouncers…. Just incase a brawl sill spawn we’ll jump in and JOIN! Really with the situation… we are like those freaking bouncers in a bar that blocks all the unwanted people…. Though no actions happened….sure did the couple have some actions after the ceremony…bring it on! I enjoyed the food served to us… except that carbonara so so dry and blunt… but I have to finish everything….and that’s it…. nothing more…after all..... I came there to eat…….and share some support….

nice week end...

At last we were almost complete the only person missing was mark who is now a in NJ…. Last sat we got together just to have one last get together before joymie leaves….shes goin to japan.. so she made we held a despedida (tama spelling?) for her… the irony is that she’s the one who took care of all the expenses… cause usually the people around the person leaving will be the one to treat her/him….soi she’s a lesbian in japan when she lands there! Hahaha… just kidding…we’re just teasing her… that she’s a lesb… SIS!... hahaha… But she’s really not that type… as usual we wasted couple of hours talking bout the next move after we finished our time at RED BOX and dined at gilligans…. We stood in front of the place for a couple of hours ending up.. parting ways cause some of us wants to go home already… some wants to booze… some just wants to go to temple….. me.. I just want to go home and rest cause I have to finish up a report… but up to now I haven’t started on it.. cause my pc broke down… the gathering we had is nice cause some of my friends I haven’t seen for a year or so finally came… some are still students and most of us are working already… a networker, a sales man, a chemist.. a call center agent, mountaineer, and some are still studying… weird isn’t it? Cause we are all friends in UST where we were classmates as BS chem undergrads we are the cream of the crop when in comes to pranks and night outs….. we always booze around… and now we have been able to form our own BEEROTHERHOOD!!! Hahahaha…. Just like a couple of week ago… we ended up boozing around at my place till the sun shines…I think my parents are already pissed off at me… cause every time the call the hear people shouting in the house… laughing throwing things… and they are already telling me to stop the bad habit! I don’t know if that will be the last booze that will be held at my place cause its hard to be a host.. I hate it… you have to fix everything once everyone left.. but it’s worth it after all….next move? Holidays? Family affairs… booze…. Food trips… and this wed maybe a stag party! But we don’t have any plans yet…. Hope everything will go smooth…...

complete at last..... 

mga malalaswang kadiri! hahahaha...  

nothing... mixed up ideas.........

Poverty
In every corner of our street you can see beggars and everyday another one and another one turns into one of them… life in here is so screwed up that most of those peoples end up picking trash or begging for food and money… ever since I started studying here in UST I’ve been seeing this old lady sitting in the over pass of españa in front of this university… the things is… I’m already in my graduate studies and she’s still sitting there… I just hate to see people doing nothing more than beg….. and those people who doesn’t have any ambitions at all.. all those who are contented with their lives… or those free loaders.. people whom we refer as “palamuning baboy”.. sounds funny but I hate them.. I was talking to this elevator guy at the office yesterday… and he learned that all my folks are in the US and so he said to me “pwede ka na palang gumagala gala nalang” I just replied to him “ayaoko nga.. nakakahiya noh… “ even though they are my parents I seldom ask for money from them.. cause I already have a work in here and I’m single… the only support most of the time that I am asking form them are some of my expenses for school or some bills… cause you know the situation here in this twisted world of ours.. it’s a rat race…and I’ve been spending too much money on nonsense things like alcohols and most of the time I’m out…. Maybe I’m just enjoying everything...... I don’t want to end up and thinking about the things that I should have done while I was young.. the only thing that I’m regretting right now.. is that I shouldn’t have started early with alcohol.. cause I am really hooked to it.. and I just cant spend a day without it… I always make sure that every time I go out.. I have to have a couple of bottle of beer or more… and even at home.. I’d rather have beer than coke… back to the topic… poverty… this is caused by our corrupt government officials and the way Filipinos live.. most people I know spends like hell then the next day they will borrow money cause they over spent.. I hate those types… but being thrifty isn’t as good either… cause I encounter people who are so much tigh with their money and they love to be a free loader! I just want to smack them real bad! Anyways thing thing isn’t make any sense at all…

MALAS

I was riding towards work this morning when suddenly it felt like something is missing…the good thing I found out about it early on my trip….i forgot my wallet… hahahaha… stupid fuck I am…. Always forgetting about my belongings… so I went home and picked it up… so I ended up working late… the thing is I went there just to check on my samples then I headed straight towards UST for my advance organic chem…. We had an open notes quiz…. The prof just left us some paper works to be done inside the room while she is in a convention for something.. it was held at ateneo… she was even inviting me… but I’d rather have my day spent in this school cause I have to finish up some research on some journal which is so difficlt to do cause I’m not subscribed in those sites and you have to pay $25 for each journal! What the hell.. I just a freaking grad student.. I just don’t have that much resources and even if I do.. I’d rather spent in somewhere else thatn purchase those journals that I will be using for some reporting only… hell hell hell…. I entered this grad school thinking that I will be able to make my time useful and to be able to avoid boredom by being alone in this country of ours but instead I ended up having a headache each day… I really want to go! Ah! SHIT A HAPPENS TO EVERY ONE… AND THAT SHIT HAS BEEN HAPPENING TO MY LIFE OVER AND OVER THIS PAST 2 WEEKS!... crap…

another thing that pissed me off this early in the morning

When will these people grow up? Since last night while having class some of my friends are texting me towards that small bash that we will have this Saturday… too many revisions… first we will head towards redbox, then a change of schedule due to availability of rooms… then it was set at an earlier time… then a dinner then to another place.. and another plan came in so and so… they were like texting me till 12 am… there came a point while I was driving another plan came up then I replied “putangyna bahala na!” cause thing like this pisses me off… c’mon grow up! It just a small gathering… and a farewell party… no big deal…then when I arrived home they concluded with the plan of doing it at my house… a less expensive way to gather… so and so… I haven’t even started with my reports due tomorrow due to this plans… rest assured that it will be held at my place… it better for me.. cause I have a presentation Wednesday next week and it’s a presentation of a research and I don’t even have a journal yet that was approved….the fucking thing is…. I just received a text that another change of plan was made….. I just made my day a little bit annoying… and I don’t even care anymore where and when will this be done or what time… I don’t care… I just made me think not to come anymore…for some reasons that I just cant comprehend… they’re already in their early twenties and their parents wont even let them go overnight? or far aside from makati? Or whatever reason they have I don’t care… I just hate having these planned gimiks if you want to call it that way… I just hate it when plans change… and I hate it when you always have to adjust for others… freak freak freak…. The worst scenario…. I’d rather go out with other friends and have a booze somewhere else and go home and finish my reports!!! That would be better….. things that pisses you off early in the morning…
Hay....24 days to go! Tangyna pasko? Hahahahah…………… porque me regal con todo pa casta!...... si señor un tog ulo con pader!.... NONSENSE….