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black friday...

2008-11-29T02:11:00.000+08:00

Somehow i still managed to go out around 6am in the morning to start shopping... Black friday is the friday after thanksgiving where most of the stores open really early and they have a ridiculous low prices! first i headed to best buy just to get a 8Gig memory card... i got it for only 24 bucks! and then i went to a different mall.. finding myself strolling trough rebel, active, hollister a&F and aeropostle and endup just buying a pair of pants, actually that my goal this time to buy some pants since i lost too much weight and most of my pants are too big now. Off i go to the next destination, i was planning to go to urban outfitters in Victoria Gardens when i decided to go straight to the desert and head to Cabazon. Since I did that dragon boat thing i lost interest in going to clubs but recently i've been going out to much and i need some new clothes bu the thing is I'm not into buying clothes anymore so i just ended up buying a couple of shirts, a sweater, 2 jeans and a compression shirt. the thing that pisses me off the most was A/X damn that place is a mess, people are stepping on the clothes that's why i didn't bother to look for my size. damn i'm broke again...

friday night food madness!

2008-11-23T08:20:00.000+08:00

Ok i started my night by meeting people at Phong Dinh Restaurant, this place serves exotic foods lik kangaroo, alligator, frog legs and whatever stuffs but we came here for the baked catfish!!! damn this is the best catfish i ever had... i'm just so used to fried ones and fish sauce and lime...but it was kinda pricey 50 bucks for the catfish only and our bill ended up to 300 bucks...then after that we head to half and half tea house..then we headed to pasadena for some TACOS! oh shit these people can eat... like last time i joined a korean bbq eating contest and the winner is a girl and her husband.... and she's not even over weight... damn!

on the other side.. am still enjoying my car my latest experiment was driving it in the freeway wiht out using the gas pedal.. i went all the way with cruise control and accelerating everyting on the steering wheel... my old car doesn't have it so i'm trying to play around with it...

yehey!

2008-11-16T09:23:00.000+08:00

finally i got my new car and just right after i got it.. i drove to the mountains and went for a hike which means its all dusta already and i put in a good 100 miles already! and i'm broke...now i have to stop having good dinners and lunch outs

weekend

2008-10-27T08:16:00.000+08:00

went to oktoberfest in huntington beach ended up too drunk... forgot how i got home, can't even remember the freeways i took on my way home.. woke up early on sunday morning for practice... but i'm kinda dehydrated from alcohol consumption and the bad thing is I was stroking for the boat which ended up pretty messy...i almost lost my paddle cause i was throwing it in the wate while the boat is moving.... went to lunch which ended up to be too pricey... the played some badminton where I broke my racquet so i have to buy a new one... total cost from my weekend? it's kinda close to my trip to SF

SF race

2008-10-08T10:09:00.000+08:00

Just got back from SF cause we participated in the Kaiser Permanente Dragon Boat Festival….the drive is pretty tough since we are carrying other equipments too… but the whole festival was fun on our first day it was just all seeding and qualifying for the division which turned out pretty interesting since we finished two first and a second for our men’s boat which qualifies us for the next day race and not only that we got the 2^nd best time of the day… Sunday didn’t turn out pretty well since we didn’t win the men’s boat, but we won third on the out of town race and we had a couple more races which landed us at the final race of the day… in other words it’s the top 6 boats in the whole tournament… we got 5^th place which means we still have to work on a lot of things but I didn’t know that it’s that big of a deal to be on that race until our coached talked about it and no wonder one of my team mate is so stoked about participating that race… apparently our team used to win a lot but in lower division and it was the first time they got to that level… after that race I still want to get at least third place but we have to wait for next year to achieve that goal which means more hardcore workouts which would start tomorrow at work…. Basically I spent my 2 days just at the race site then at night I stuffed myself with some good food but it costs hundreds and hundreds for my whole vacation…went up to Sonoma valley for a day just to do some wine tasting….i'm done... too tired from driving....

tired

2008-09-22T03:01:00.000+08:00

as usual started my day with 3 donuts then went to practice.... did my time trial for 500M OC1 and finally i made it on the A boat! got 2:55 time and i got one of the best times! so it was worth it even tough i can barely move right now... so i skipped badminton...

new work

2008-08-06T10:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my first day for my new job.... i'm so excited i ended up late! hahahaha... actually i don't know what to expect in that company all i think about is the pay and it's very near my place... 10 miles!!! the place is pretty laid back.. and there are only four people in the lab... 2 tech and 2 chemist including me....so it's pretty boring....compared to my old work... well i'll get used to it... and it's easier and less stress...another good this is that they got a small gym where they have tread mills...punch bag...and whatever stuffs... i think i'll stick with this job for a while or maybe i'll try to enjoy it... cause it's day shift too.. i feel normal again...

damn it!

2008-08-04T05:51:00.000+08:00

friday was like graduation day for me... finally i don't have to work on that company anymore... sharing my work with such a bitch is just freaking stressful...

saturday was slack off day for me... all i did was ate chicken wings and sleep all day...

sunday paddled for almost 3 hours and our family had an early dinner or late lunch at a chinese restaurant which made me feel drowsy cause it packed with MSG.... on the way home my mom asked me to drop by costco to get some fruits then at the entrance i saw the canon rebel xsi kit for just 699.99... eventhough i dont have any plans to get a camera yet since i'm still waiting for my bills i ended up getting it.....after getting some fruits, meats and whatever stuffs I ended up with a bill of 900 bucks.... and they dont accept credit cards so there goes my paycheck....

nice weekend!

2008-07-28T19:15:00.000+08:00

finally the long beach viewsonic race is over and the good thing is we got medals in most of our divisions...we got bronze on women's, bronze on men's, bronze on master's, bronze on division 3 and a gold on division 1 though we didn't get anything for division 1 which is C boat(fun boat) which is for the newbies and recreational paddles we all had a great weekend... and i must say saturday was like heaven for us cause most of our boats finished first on all races....and it feels good to beat san diego on that heat in our men's division because it's the national team little did i know that they sneaked in some girls in the boat so on the finals they won and we got the third place and second was taken by dragon warriors which is the team that we are hosting for this event... and for out blue boat we got gold despite of some odd paddlers in the line up we still got the first with a big lead...we could celebrate for now... but we only got 10 more weeks before san francisco race... i got a lot of pounds to shed and more endurance training to do and so as for the team...

finally

2008-07-16T21:28:00.000+08:00

finally i got an offer for a new job.. i don't know when will i submit my resignation letter... i'll just wait for some more detail about the new job then i'll quit my present job.... wohooo!

today sucks...

2008-07-13T04:07:00.000+08:00

too tired from the training
didn't make it to th A boat...
my boat flipped over while i'm doing the OC1 time trial
10 secs shy from the 1min 40 sec cut off
still sleepy from work last night...
which made me buy a shoe because i'm pissed (now that sounds gay) well it's for paddling anyway...
well at least i finally got my buff wear... it's just an overpriced bandana.. for 21 bucks...
now i'm just waiting for my culinary boner t-shirt from top chef...
it's only five PM and i think my day is over...just too tired...

i finally cleaned my car...

2008-07-05T08:35:00.000+08:00

after 4 months without car wash i decided to clean my car... since it's 4th of july all i did was clean the car grilled some bbq and oysters and then eat!!! and had some kirin light...and i'm happy i can't drink as much anymore...cause i've been trying to live healthy as a result my nose haven't bled for 2 months...and that's it...

what a trip!

2008-07-02T10:52:00.000+08:00

this day is a trip! it's almost the same freaking day but one thing changed the whole experience...

i started my day thinking that i will be spending around 1G for auto service cause it's long overdue now and i dont want to stall on the freeway.... well at least it got reduced to around 700 by removing some services.... and the bonus part they let me use their car so that i wont have to spend extra for car rental... i wasn't so thrilled when i saw the car, it's the first toyota mr2 and it's a stick shift(i haven't driven a stick shift in ages and since i started using automatic)....just driving to work and going home i was playing with the car... even though you feel every pebble you run on to... it made the whole driving experience a whole lot of fun....the car was shaky, loud(since the engine is at your back), old, and filthy...this car made me feel like i'm driving my 75' lancer or my first time driving... even the car was that bad, it's still a bit powerful so i was double clutching on the freeway and flooring it... but at the back of my head i'm praying not to stall, not to loose any axle, drop the engine,crash or simple DO not DIE....good thing i'm still alive and i hope i can get my car tomorrow or else i will get a car rental...1 day is enough for this car..

friday

2008-05-31T11:01:00.000+08:00

started my day by buying 2 pairs of new balance and it made me a bit happy... but the rest of my day was ruined when i came to work... it's not my work that sucks it's my co-workers....oh well... it's week end! wohooo!!! more activities and no stress! good thing i had a nice dinner....so it wasn't that bad...

i learned something new today

2008-05-27T22:40:00.000+08:00

I need to practice on swimming again! cause i totally suck at it right now!!!

random things

2008-05-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

training as much as i could for the viewsonic long beach race
on and off sickness las week
weird weather... we had hail the other day and we are haveing cold weather right now
can't go to the pool... can't find the keys...
worked 8 hours this sunday
haven't played badminton this weekend
my parents wants me to treat them at khour's which is like 40 bucks per person( this i don't know what to do)
trying save some money but up to now i haven't saved any
want some new puma's
want a composit paddle
i think i'm gonna stay here a little bit longer
i'm not missing Philippines that much anymore
i'd rather go to another country than go back there right now
i got one of the worst farmer's tan
hair is starting to dread(need to trim it)
hungry
paddled under the rain yesterday
i want to do something today other than eating
no more sleeping problems (cause i'm always tired everyday)
hating some of my officemates more and more everyday
hate doing sit ups
hate you
i want some beer right now
i want a new sunglass cause my eyepatch is all messed up from paddling
am going to another paul frank sale on the 6th
still looking for another job and all i got were interviews
haven't done any clubbing lately and i dont really care
haven't been drunk for a while(which is good)
am eating some mussles right now YUM!

what a week....

2008-05-18T01:26:00.000+08:00

too many things happened this week and none of them wd bad... it's just my week!
last night i stayed at orange county college to support the american cancer society by joining the relay for life.... our team is pretty organized except me who doesn't have sleeping bag or tent...

oh well i just hope i could get that job in beckman....

akalain mo

2008-05-16T11:31:00.000+08:00

purong tagalog na blog to para kung mabasa man ng kaopisina ko hindi maiintindihan...

akalain mong habang nagpapakasarap ako sa bahay kahapon dahil umabsent ako dahil trip ko lang at nagpanggap na may sakit... pero sa katotohanan ay pumunta ako ng beach at nag dragon boat lang... nanalo pa ako ng employee of the month... may naniwala sa akin?

nakonsensya tuloy ako pagpasok ko kanina sa office....

DRAGON BOAT...

2008-05-10T17:12:00.000+08:00

this sunday would be my first race... and i have just attended 7 sessions ..... yeah whatever all i can do is try as much as i could and maybe win? heheheheh...i don't know but i'm starting to like this sport and i already got all the gear after a couple of practice....yeah... that's it.. i just want to say that...

action packed/f*cked weekend...

2008-04-21T10:07:00.000+08:00

saturday 7:30 am long beach paddling
12:30pm back to chino
2:30 pm fontana
5:00 pm ontario art walk
6:00 pm back to chino
8:30 pm garden grove
9:10 pm long beach (again) @ sachi bar

sunday 2:00 am passed out in the car (still at long beach)
?:00 am got home to chino
7:30 am woke up drove towards long beach again for paddling again
11:30 am practice is done
12:30 pm hollywood
1:30 pm arcadia badminton club
7:30 pm alhambra for dinner @ lee kum kee?
9:30 pm hollywood
10:30pm back to chino
11:00 pm blogging

awesome weekend!!!!

last week's highlights

2008-04-15T11:12:00.000+08:00

-in one week I drove more than 1000 miles so in less than a month i got to have and oil change again...

-played ultimate frisbee and got hit in the jaw(it was fucking hard)

-cancelled the hiking last sunday

-played badminton even though i cant move anymore...and i'm so dehydrated cause of the weather...

-felt like an asshole for forgetting that it was the last day of my coworker last friday...

-walked around newport beach for 2 hours before coming to work last friday...

-had a good dinner at "shin sen gumi" but it was a bit expensive... they have the best yakitori...

-went to palos verdes... (not the one in antipolo)

-quit smoking (again)

AND TODAY I'M JUST FUCKING PISSED OFF....

f*cking GPS

2008-03-31T09:37:00.000+08:00

my f*cking GPS sent me way off to my destination last saturday... I ended up 3 hills away to my destination.. supposedly I should end up below the hollywood sign where we will play some ultimate frisbee... but i ended up in a housing area in 90210...... maybe that's what you get in a cheap ass 200 bucks worth of a gps!...

malas ba o tanga lang talaga?

2007-03-24T13:39:00.000+08:00

it just came to me... i was infront of the mirror looking at myself and suddenly i remembered the accident that happened more than a decade ago... the weird thing is i dont recall how old i was when it happened...all i know is that i was kicking it with my cousins fooling around then suddenly i fell and hit the bumper of my uncle's car...nice thing i hit my lower lip to the ripped plate number and it pierced me...all i can remember is that my aunt was carrying me towards our house or something and then they brought me to the nearest hospital which is a couple blocks away from our house... and i think the doctor got mad at me cause i kicked a bottle of betadine towards her dress or something... that's what my mom told me before... its hard to remember things that you tend to avoid talking about when you were a child... and its weird that i'm trying to dig in and recall everything... i want a detailed narration...but its very hard for me to think about it... cause i had too many accidents from bike accidents to fireworks... my head bled from a fire cracker...i fell into a drainage and puntured my knee that you could see the knee cap.... i got my ankle caught in the bicycle chain...got bitten by a dog in the butt.... bump myself hard towards a parked vehicle cause i was running backwards.... so many stupid accidents.... i had too much that i cant even count them....i dont know why am i thinking of it.... it just happened.....

300

2007-03-11T16:30:00.000+08:00

a bitchin badass movie....i cant say anything more... that's it... my neck hurts from sitting infront cause there's no more seats... but its worth it.......

eh malamig eh

2007-01-15T14:39:00.000+08:00

syet abnormal ang temperatura ng panahon.... malamig masyado nagyeyelo ang mga tubig sa sidewalk... sa katunayan muntik pa akong madulas sa isang kanto dahil sa mga tubig na galing sa sprinkler na nagyelo na.... nakakabwiset dahil malamig masmahirap pawisan.....13 milya na ang aking nalakad eh wala parin bakas ng pawis sa aking kasuotan....at bukas inaasahang pumatak ng 3C ang panahon ayun ibig sabihin malamig ulit....buti wala ako sa northern part... baka pati balls ko may yelo na din.... solusyon pangpainit? tsaa? kape? nde! tequilla!!! sarap!

happy new year to me.....

2007-01-02T17:55:00.000+08:00

what a way to start this fucking year.... i got aold and flu.... high blood pressure which is 159/68 bad head ache.... and no fire works??? damn this is the most miserable year in my fucking life.... damn this bitchy year.....so to make my sickness a lil' bit better.. i shoved up 6 smirnoff ice and a flu drink mixed in it.... a couple of vitamin C, felodipine, metoprolol, vitamin E, 4 xenadrine, centrum and occuvite.... nice.......and no more smoking.....

nothing compares to pinas....

2006-12-25T15:07:00.000+08:00

celebrating of xmas in pinas will always be the best the drinking sessions and those food trips at night..... especially the freshly cooked bibingka....but theres nothing you can do if you are out of the country....then focus on other things like shop alot....i got lots of great deals fron A/X for less than a 100 bucks i got myself a jacket, shirt and sone nice shirt....nice bargains...i've been buying jackets lately just because its cold already.... and plain old whities wont keep yoou warm....and lately i have been spending like helland i dont know why.... damn this sickness....anyway thats... merry xmas.....

winter...

2006-12-18T12:35:00.000+08:00

dec 21 marks the start of winter season....
and on 21 my cousin will get married... damn i cant go...
though we're here in socal it still cold... what more in the northern part...
due to cold weather its way harder to sweat your fat in here...
i walked a couple miles and theres no trace of sweat....
damn it hard to lose weight...
i cant even touch the beer in my fridge just to avoid more cal intake...
and now i am taking some hydroxycut to aid weightloss...
and i remember its been 2 years or more since i went to church...
i guess i dont have any plans going into one ever...
i dont know why but i kept on listening to datu's tribe lately...
those peeps who sang lakambini bottom and praning....
hmmmm... hmmm...
Tuwing sya'y ngumingiti hirap ang facial muscles nyaKahit di ko nakikita love na love ko cheek bones nyaTuwing syang nagdadabog, limilindol sa barangayPag sya'y tumatawa bilbil nya'y kumakaway
Binibining sexy (4x)

hehehehehehe.....

sexmas

2006-12-11T00:15:00.000+08:00

At last… I got myself a desktop now….i don’t have to go back at my sister’s place just to check my mail and shit…damn its winter time…. Wohooo… lamig lamig na…..beer is the new water… just to make me feel warm in the morning….. the sad thing is that I just cant have smb everyday…. It’s more expensive than miller or bud in here… it saves me a couple of bucks a day though…. yeah yeah yeah… another nonsense entry in my blog…and f*ck xmas is coming… and our whole family will miss the reunion…. Last year it was only me as the sole rep of my fam… an now… no one will be there….hmm…. its not only me who miss it… I got cousins who left to……so it wont be as fun as before….same here… I’ll just spend it with my folk…. No drinking marathon and endless food trips and other trips...... oh holy crap....

gusto kong magfencing ulit!

2006-11-23T18:02:00.000+08:00

anyone who knows a place where i can play fencing around chino area??? buzz me uP!

parang bata

2006-11-23T16:09:00.000+08:00

at last i got some of the cd's in list that was bought by mom's friend who went back to PI...it's just hard to get some cd's over here that aren't so famous or being promoted by abs-cbn... and now i'm drowning myself with six pack of bacardi silver and a six pack of smirnoff black cherry... wohooo...

old pic.....

2006-11-21T14:37:00.000+08:00

it's cold already but i want to go to the beach!
nah......kabadtripnamanhirapngwalangauto!

new goal

2006-11-15T14:00:00.000+08:00

since it getting cold... i got some jackets for myself.. and i saw some nice jackets... with some nice prints or european countries on it... i got myself a france jacket already from th PI... so i got myself this time a dublin one and italia... maybe next week... i'll get españa and ireland.... nice trip huh?

pinas basurahan nalang???

2006-10-31T11:04:00.000+08:00

i was watching the news... and i saw that those waste from japan will be disposed to the philippines and in exchange japan will accept more workers to enter their country... WTF!?!?!? those lame bastards agreed to that? its a total bullshit... it's like we will end up like a dump site... and there will be more brain drain.... no wonder why more people are leaving the country.... fuck the government!

ghost in my house?

2006-10-14T15:14:00.000+08:00

since i left phil to live over here in cali.... some of my relatives are using my hosue to have their laundry done in my house... just to use the space for drying stuffs... and i dont know the other thing happening in there..... i just hope that those people whom they let them in... dont steal my stuffs... am still gonna have it sent over here... i need those damn shoes books and my shirts.....well.... talking about the ghost....

last year i started living in my house alone.. since my folks moved out here.... i've been able to see some things that shouldnt be there... especially at night after i got back from my class. which is around 11pm.... well... i never thought that those things are real.... i never paid any attention to those figures that i see... while im at the kitchen... figures from the living room.... and i got used to it.... but sometimes when we have some boozing thing happening at my place..... i'll just stop and look if somebody entered... or something....

well..... my aunt told my dad that the helper at their place who takes care or the ironing of their clothes...saw somebody walking down my staircase.... and then the other one that takes care of the laundry... thinks that she sees white thingy in the living room.... i dont know what to beleive...

i just cant believe that there are ghost in my house.. i lived in that house for 22 years... i have experienced... some mysterious things... but it never scared the hell out of me... but there are time... that i was a bit scared... just a bit... heheheheheh

and thats it... it doesnt make any sense at all...

move move move asshole!

2006-10-12T15:34:00.000+08:00

it's been four months since i moved out here... and probably next month i'll be moving in an apartment... then no internet.... shit! i have to visit this place once in a while just to have internet access... got to adjust.... i've been doing lots and lots of adjustment since last year... i don't if i'll get used to it... i just have to look for some things that can help me forget about time passing by.... and i got a site where i can download some handouts and books for chemistry... just to keep myself busy... geeky? yeah... but i'd rather read those things than fiction books.... at least i'll gain some more knowledge... and it's my field....

just read

2006-10-09T13:14:00.000+08:00

JudithPerfect Circle(Mer De Noms)

You're such an inspiration for the ways
That I'll never ever choose to be
Oh so many ways for me to show you
How the savior has abandoned you
Fuck your GodYour Lord and your Christ
He did thisTook all you had and
Left you this wayStill you pray, you never stray
Never taste of the fruit
You never thought to question why
It's not like you killed someone
It's not like you drove a hateful spear into his side
Praise the one who left you
Broken down and paralyzedHe did it all for you
He did it all for you
Oh so many many ways for me to show you
How your dogma has abandoned you
Pray to your Christ, to your god
Never taste of the fruit
Never stray, never break
Never---choke on a lie
Even though he's the one who did this to you
You never thought to question why
Not like you killed someone
It's Not like you drove a spiteful spear into his side
Talk to Jesus ChristAs if he knows the reasons why
He did it all for you
Did it all for you
He did it all for you..

GO USTe!!!

2006-10-03T12:58:00.000+08:00

at last.... UST won!!!

sawakas nagchampion din ang USTe pagkalipas ng sampung taon!

lagi naman overall champion sa UAAP ewan ko talaga kung bakit sa basketball ngayon lang ulit nagchampion... well...congrats ulit sa USTe!!!

wohoooo!!!

bohoo...

2006-09-24T04:12:00.000+08:00

well... somebody is planning to come opver hear maybe next year... well at least well get to hang out again....

i just miss goin' out with friends upto now i dont have anybody to hang around with....

what i live for

2006-09-16T16:35:00.000+08:00

changes are essential things in life....
i'd rather have a life that is full or failure and challenges....
than have a plain and simple fucking life....
i'd rather explore the world than live in the same place for the rest of your life....
missing your loved ones is just a part of wanting to explore new things....
i' d love to die meeting new people every day than be with the same people the rest of your life....
explore different cultures and understand each of them....
be open minded to everything than be a prejudice.....
don't rely on the standards set by the religion that you believe in....
don't close your eyes to other ideas and think that youre always right....
listen to every concept that comes into you....
many of these might help you find the faith....
it's your choice to have a religion or not....
being atheist isn't against the law so as to believing in your god....
it's not how you praise him it's how you treat others....
skin color is nothing if you are open to all sorts of idealism....
i grew up in a catholic family....
studied in a catholic school from nursery until graduate school....
the only thing that i always question is the faith of the members....
i saw the hypocrisy of the believers....
it's not the idealism that i question but those people that implement it....
and the people that goes with it....
now at last i left the catholic country....
it's an opportunity to learn other culture....
live with new environment....
the thing is religion is the greatest form of brain wash of all....
one thing i know, you will think that i'm an atheist....
well just ask yourself about your faith....
until i die i wont stop searching for answers and exploring life....

OOMPA LOOMPA WINS

2006-09-15T02:23:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah... just like what everybody expects... the guy named lukas rossi won in rockstar supernova.... it's not a surprise... well the only thing i hate about this season of rockstar is the song line up... damn they kept on singing the same songs over and over... and some songs from last season was sung again... fuck!!!

brain deterioration

2006-09-11T08:04:00.000+08:00

i think my brain is deteriorating.....
i need new inputs to it....
i need to study,....
i wanna go back to school....
the books in the library are useless.....
cause all of them sucks......
what i need are my books in my house in the philippines....
i need a refresher...
i need to read again....
i wanna learn something.....
i got to!!!

transition of an addict

2006-09-10T12:32:00.000+08:00

a couple of months ago

2 years ago

3 years ago

4 years ago

just because

2006-09-10T12:27:00.000+08:00

just because...

... i need money

... i got nothing to do

... i couldn't get a more appropriate job

... i wanna do something productive

but once i've been able to fix everything i just won't get myself into this again...

NOVELTY SONGS SUCKS!!!

2006-09-09T02:49:00.000+08:00

I really don’t know what’s up with these fucking songs… why is this type of song are being composed and produced for an album… it’s ok if it’s only for ads but fuck… more albums are being produced with these types of shitty recordings… these composers that makes these songs aren’t even talented and they don’t deserve all the credit that they are getting… and plus those silly singers that does the voice for these silly compositions… some aren’t even talented at all and some really suck…with themes from hotdogs to hairs and shitty things like that I don’t know why record labels in the Philippines signs these so called projects…. Ever since this things started playing the air I hated it and it’s just a mess…cause its an easy money for some people…and the tunes are recycled…taken from old songs… I’m done…

i like it i hate it....

2006-09-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

it's been months since i last had a nightout and i cant do it here in cali cause i dont have friends to hang out with... and still am adjusting to these peeps... but the idea of living again with my family is still a lil' bit hard... i just cant do anything... seems like there is a limit again... i miss the life that i left in the third world... the laid back tyep of life is the one that i miss and the nice beaches and those malls... but i gotta stick with this for a while... and then i'll have one hell of a fucking drinking spree in phil...

galit sa bubuyog

2006-09-05T06:27:00.000+08:00

i was born and raised in the philippines... since i decided to stay in cali for a couple of years there are lots of first times... as we all know jollibee is one of the most famous fastfood joints in our country... when we visited west covina.. this is the nearest place where there is a jollibee store in our place... and then my nephew suddenly replied...."man that place is evil!!".... "their food is nasty"... we were laughing our guts inside the car when he said that... cause it was my first time to hear a child hating that joint so much....it's like every children that i met in the philippines loved jollibee so much... and i admit that i enjoy eating there too... back in the philippines most of the time i'd rather have dinner in mc.D's or in jollibee when i'm too lazy to cook.... i'd rather walk towards the mall than prepare a meal... no wonder when they visited me in the phil... he never asked somebody to eat at jollibee...

how can i lose weight when every weekend our house feels like there is a fiesta.... there's always too much food... then my sister will bake some more cookies and cakes just so that she could make use of her pastry skills..... BABOY BABOY BABOY KAMI NGAYON!

tulo mo tsong!

2006-09-04T09:26:00.000+08:00

just this morning i saw Y speak in TFC and damn!!! these guys are arguing about that leakage thing in the Nursing Board exam... i think they should have a retake... cause we arent sure about the quality of those nurses that passed... due to the demand for nurses these people tend to take the course and earn big in other countries... but by knowing that there are leakage in the past board exams, i doubt that some of these students who passed are eligible to have their license... i dont know why are they afraid to have a retake... if they did their part... surely they will pass the exams... i should know... cause i passed my board... but not in nursing... the reason why i passed is because i have a good training while in my undergrad... well.... but it seems like most of those people who are against retake are mad at UST... cause our school wants a retake... well i just dont know what to say anymore.... just fuck all those people who had a leakage and those fucking people in PRC who gave out those fucking questions away for money....

sakinlangkungalamnyonamannakayanyongipasaungboardexamnyobakit
kayonatatakotmagretakeanoibigsabihinnonnakatsambakalangsa
boardexamsmo?

Stupid things people do…..

2006-09-01T01:50:00.000+08:00

True to life stories….

“Ang batang suminghot ng ovaltine”

I don’t know the exact year this happened but one of my cousins really did this weird thing…he sniffed ovaltine with a straw into his nose!!! And he kept of laughing after that….

“minumog ang beer at binuga sa barrel”

At padis libis(it’s already closed I think) we were just hungry for some beer so we decided to have some barrel at this bar…. But the band sucks and beer from these barrels sometimes taste bad!!! I don’t know why… maybe these fucking waiters are getting back at some drunkards like us… In the middle of our drinking session… my cousin gargled the beer and spit everything into the barrel…. And that just it…. End of the session….

“sunrise at manila bay”

I was in that office in UP I think it’s in the accounting building… I really don’t know what do they call that…. I was in line waiting to pay for some test that I have requested in engineering dept. and the suddenly these two girls were laughing about the lamest thing that they did…. “THEY WAITED FOR SUNSHINE AT MANILA BAY!” man oh man!!! People go to manila bay for SUNSET!!! Manila bay=is west side of manila….

“batang nagpigil ng ihi”

Masmaganda kwento pag tagalong toh!... isang batang loko nagpigil ng ihi pinigil sa dulo ng kanyang tweet… eh hindi pa tuli….. ayun lumobo… sumakit… natuli ng wala sa oras… impekson ineksyon sakit sa ulo ang inabot… nangamatis nilangas ng bayabas!!! Wohoooo!!!!

I suddenly lost the urge to write some more….

Bahala na blues(isangmakabagbagdamdaminnaentry)

2006-08-29T07:24:00.000+08:00

It’s almost three months since I left almost everything back in the Philippines...at first I never thought that it’ll be like a vacation for me… but things change and my folks wont let me go back anymore…in every passing week that has been the debate in the house… it’s either I’ll go back or not…but there are things that wont make me go back anymore… first of all I spent most of my saving already for this trip….it’s like I only got 3g’s in my account back there….seems like there’s nothing for me be back there… we’ll I still got a 30 year old house and a 70’s burned out car in there and definitely friends… that makes life so easy… this entry sounds pretty dramatic… I don’t care at all… things like these keeps on bothering me day and night cause there’s nothing to do in here… now I’m like caught up in the middle… at this point it seems like there’s no turning back I got nothing left… people know me for being that kind of person who got all things figured out and can make everything work out… this year started quite well I have been able to pull some strings and be able to get one of my friends work in our company which made it more exciting just to think that there are only 3 of us working in there before we hired some extra hands… that was the most enjoyable six months in my working career cause there is no stress and I don’t have to carry all the work loads and it fun to work with your college friend….and in the span of six months I’ve been in and out of the country a couple of times and been able to visit 3 countries which I really fucking loved…everything went by so fast… six months is nothing… I never felt it coming…and suddenly everything slowed down after visiting texas where I spent most of my money… and now I’m stuck in these four walls doing nothing earning nothing and I got nothing….it’s been a year since I started living alone… that was a great challege… cause I have to manage paying all my bills alone….electricity, water, phone bill and my cellphone…. Good for me I live next to a mall….. but the budget part was hard at firs earning less than 15k a month sucks real hard…I just cant spend all my money on clothes or on beer sessions…and the thought of living alone sucks… I was caught off guard though at the age of 21 everyone should be able to move out of their parents house… but in my case I was left alone in my house…that started the “first time moments” first time celebrating my birthday without my family by my side…. First xmas as the sole representative of our family in the reunion…(this year there would be no more representative)… first new year alone….first sem for my MS,… and many others… but everything was fun!!! I can drink everyday…. People came in the house smoking…. I just hope all of those cigarette butts were already gone….that year was the most challenging and most fuckingly fun year for me… most of the time I drag my old car in different spots… got to practice drink and drive… crash into some PUV’s…and that x’mas break was the best… we’ve been able to pull an everyday inuman sessions in my house from x’mas till new year…with all those sessions gladly I have been able to pull some 1.75 as my lowest grade in MS… that was quite an achievement… I wonder if I ever tried to study at all what could be my grade… that’s me… that kid who never studies that why my folks are never satisfied with what I achieve… for them it’s like “you could have done better”… I never intend to please anybody but me… I always have this perception in life… I’ll live this fucking live how I want it to be… but these few months stay here in cali it seems like I’m getting some kind of karma… it’s like am just a useless actor being directed by my folks what to do with this life… if they asked me to decide a long time ago… I should have never came here… the idea of having that interview in the embassy wasn’t mine at all…it came from them and the office…I could have pursued my MS studies and next year I’ll graduate… and now I got no choice…. It’s the “bahala na si batman” motto going in my mind… I don’t care anymore… I got no more job when I get back… if I have to I’ll try working like those tnt’s while waiting for my papers…but I wont be a wet back… no I wont!... pride is still in tact…. I’ve sacrificed too many things already…. Some people whom I still talk to are a bit confused… cause back in the phil… I just cant wait to leave that place and reside here….maybe it’s just the timing… I only got 1 week to prepare all things and I am attending my work while doing some of my preparations… sadly I am not successful I still got tons of clothes back there… my books… my equipment…haven’t been able to clean up the house.. hope that nobody is abusing my house right now… well I trust my peeps in there…am just lucky that I got some trust worthy aunties back there… there’s nothing to be stolen in that house.. just a couple of fridge and a couple of tv’s and some of my stuffs… got to get those things out of my mind…. These past few months were the most stressful months in my lifetime… I got tons of thing going in my mind but I cant do anything with it…it worst than my these… worst than school… cause back then I enjoy it… but now I just cant enjoy every second of this life… well I’ll just try my best to pull the strings my way….naks my way mala frank Sinatra! Syet!

uwi or hindi

2006-08-18T23:57:00.000+08:00

upto now... am still thinking shall i go back to philippines?

Erroneous "facts" against UST during the Spanish particularly Rizal's time...

2006-08-12T03:02:00.000+08:00

i just saw this posting in UST exchange... posted by some perosn using the tag of --spharxx--
i just find it interesting and just wanna share it....

I would like to commend on the writer's passion to change the false notion against UST during the Spanish regime... This article is a bit lengthy but believe me... It's worth the time!!The UST Archives: Rewriting HistoryI believe there is a good reason to write this article not to extol the figure of the University of Sto. Tomas (UST) but to do away with erroneous historical writings about the pontifical university and the Dominicans.Sadly, in spite of some efforts of few academicians and historians to present a more truthful history of the UST during the Spanish era, many still were caught off guard and instead decided to rely on meager source materials. Worse, some merely copied what pre-war and post-war authors written in the past nearly 100 years. New generation writers, historians and biographers of Jose Rizal are no exception to such historians like Retana, Craig, Russel, Lauback, Coates, Hernandez and Zaide who had presented a villain picture of the university. Be it on textbook, a coffee-table book or simply biography book — all have the same content — they put the Dominican-run institution out of focus. Although the UST has been existing centuries before Rizal came into the picture, the national hero's relationship with the pontifical university admittedly gave more prominence to the institution. Recently, I was given the privilege of touring the Archivo de la Universidad de Santo Tomas (AUST). There was the very kind Fr. Fidel Villaroel, O.P., the current archivist who holds an M.A. degree from the University of London and a Ph.D. from the UST and author of various history and biography books. Father Villaroel gave me a complete tour of the AUST and let me examined some important documents pertaining but not principally to the history of the Philippines. As a pioneering institution of learning — from the martyrdom of Gomez, Burgos and Zamora, the propaganda movement, revolution of 1896, birth of the Republic in 1898, commonwealth period and finally the restoration of independence in 1946 — it is therefore presumptuous to assume the UST has had a hand in the making of the history of the Philippines.This is evident in the rich collection of records and other manuscripts or printed materials stored at the AUST. The archives cover three main periods of Philippine and university history, namely the Spanish Period (1611-1898), the American Period (1898-1945) and the Modern Republic Period.Since the archives contain voluminous documents, I asked Father Villaroel if we could zero in on the records of those alumni who took part in the revolt against the Spanish government. For it was in that period that the UST was portrayed as a conspirator to whatever hardship every Indio went through and the execution of prominent propagandists including Rizal. There Father Villaroel pointed to me the errors committed by most historians and biographers of Rizal, most flagrant of which was the opprobrium thrown by the producers of the movie José Rizal. "They (producers of Rizal movie) did not come here to do research. Those who have written the life of Rizal have never come here to research, they didn't care. They say bad things about UST because they have never come here. UST was not fairly treated. They say more good about his life in Ateneo but little about in UST or maybe against UST," he lamented. To be frank, I am not a movie buff unless there is some kind of nascent controversy that would push me to spend hours seeing one. Up to now I am still floundering in my attempt at tracking on how I missed the movie of Marilou Diaz-Abaya's José Rizal considering the growing naysayers from critics at that time two years ago. Two years ago, in time for Rizal's birth anniversary, GMA-7 (producer of the Rizal movie) found airtime in showing the multimillion-peso movie at the comfort of our television sets. Fortunate for me who had wanted to see the movie after that UST Archives tour but not for those who might have been reshaped by the outrageous errors and malicious lies portrayed in the movie of Ms. Abaya. For one, digging at the records at the UST Archives will show that there was not a single Dominican teaching medicine in UST during Rizal's time thus, negating the rather debasing portrayal in the movie showing the Dominican professor comparing a tall Caucasian to a small Indio. And because producers of the movie refused to do research at the UST, they failed to see that all medical professors from UST were all physicians from Spain. What the Dominicans taught were Canon Law, Philosophy, Theology and other related subjects. Professors of medicine and pharmacy came from Spain and were paid by the government.At this time, when all the possible efforts have been exhausted by the administration of UST in presenting a more truthful history, specially at that time when the nation celebrated the centenary of its independence, it is disheartening to note that many are still embracing the alleged villain character of the UST during the Spanish Period.If only the old and young generation writers took time to see the original documents at the UST Archives, they would have found out that Rizal was given special privilege by the Dominicans in contrast to their malignant statements that he was treated shabbily by the friars. For instance, they would have known that the Dominicans allowed Rizal to enroll simultaneously in pre-medical course and the first year of medicine — an extraordinary privilege given to few students. To quote Father Villaroel, "Rizal is not on record to as having ever complained about his grades in Sto. Tomas, while he did complain about those he received in Madrid." In fact, records will show that in the fourth and last year of his stay in Sto. Tomas, only seven students remained and Rizal was one of them. These already contradict the popular notion that Rizal was discriminated in UST.They would have also learned that Rizal had Dominican friends like Fr. Evaristo Arias who helped him cultivate his craft in poetry.So, what's their basis that Rizal had an unhappy life at the UST, that he was persecuted and scorned by the Dominicans? Could it be their failure to understand the underlying principles behind the anti-friars and anti-UST writings of Filipino expatriates in Europe where Rizal and other Thomasian alumni like Marcelo del Pilar, Graciano Lopez Jaena and Jose Ma. Panganiban thrived?History would dictate the attacks thrown by propagandists at Sto. Tomas, particularly the Church, were just part and parcel of the factional clash between liberalism and medievalism. And that the attack thrown at Sto. Tomas, which was under a royal patronage of Spain, was not unique since every University in Europe such as Oxford received the same fate for upholding Thomistic philosophy. The Vatican in an encyclical proclaimed Thomism as an instrument to counteract rationalism, which at that time began to penetrate all spheres of society. As Father Villaroel puts it, "This was due mainly to his (Rizal) continuous association with many rationalist thinkers and liberal politicians of Spain and other countries of Europe.""Thus, it is important to take into account these developments when assessing his ironic criticism of the Church, the religious orders and the University of Sto. Tomas," he said.Apparently, the opprobrium thrown at UST was heightened further from the wrong interpretation of Rizal's novel El Filibusterismo which was used by the national hero as his venue to counteract the influences of the friars to Philippine life.Father Villaroel said El Fili, where certain chapters were used to present a bleak picture of UST, in effect merely served as a caricature and should not be taken as an autobiographical of Rizal's stay in UST.Again records show at the UST Archives reveal that schedule of classes in Physics at UST in those years were assigned to the Physics Laboratories and not to ordinary classrooms as presented in the novel. Furthermore, Rizal did not take Physics at the UST but rather at the Ateneo Municipal in 1876-1877. There are many glaring errors that can be seen in our history books and the movie José Rizal, but I leave it those who might want truthful historical documents by visiting the UST Archives to correct them.

written by galileo from Pinoyexchange.com

So what is it really???

2006-08-10T07:33:00.000+08:00

It just came u to me…do I really want to be this person? Do I really want to be a chemist? Am I really gonna stay here? Should I take up another course? Am I willing to spend the rest of my life going to a 9-5 job? Am I willing to be a subordinate of those corporate fuckers out there? Is it time for me to go home? Should I continue with this? After this what’s next? These questions have always been there… they come and go… really… before I want to be a doctor… but not because I want it… to please my granny…but she died before I went to college… I just want to be a painter or something… or anything with visual arts… but I end up with this course…the thing is I chose this course when I was in the classroom on that educ building in UST taking up USTET…I got in… nobody believed me that I will take up such course… up to now… I think nobody does… seems like they are shocked… some were proud when I made it trough my board exams… bu for me… I dunno.. am not that excited to get job… I liked the way that I lived during my college days… so much so… I went back to UST to take up MS… but right now it on hold… just this morning I received a call from a company in LA… the thing is I haven’t finished fixing my papers yet... so am still illegit to work here…it takes months to fix that… and I will be a bum for a while… i still got time to think if I wanna go home or what.. but when I go home… most probably I’ll move to Singapore… and find myself a better job there… it’ll be a challenge cause I only have a couple of people that could help me there… just like here… all I have is my family… I got some friends but they are way out in other states… in this status… it really makes me think… things like these comes into my brain and fucks it like shit… my brain is not functioning… all I do is watch TV… movies movies movies and more movies…and I’m done… leaving things twisted and unanswered…

random pics....

2006-08-10T00:13:00.000+08:00

Is your water safe???

2006-08-09T10:53:00.000+08:00

I just don’t have anything so say… but these things kept ringing in my head…

I’ve worked as a chemist in this water testing laboratory for a year or so till I left to reside here in cali... well what can I say…. Before I left I had a meeting with these people from paranaque city hall… those guys that are in the city health dept. thing…well there we talked about the concerns of the city when it comes to their water supply and health issues…cause recently they had a mercury leakage that affected the city…how it happened I really have no idea…the city offer was way out of her league when she said that these mercury contamination can be caused by the improper use of filter….I was like WTF I instantly corrected her…just to make things straight… cause it’s just a common sense… come to think of it… why would you put a mercury containing substance in a system that you will use to clean you water….just like any metals… it leech out in time a year of my experience in that laboratory taught me a lot…. And most of the I have to learn everything on my own… cause I was hired there to replace the chemist and no one can teach me cause there are no other chemist to guide me…as time goes by… I saw the problems in those fast food joints… most of their ice that they are serving are contaminated with bacteria… how do I know it? Fuck I am the one testing them and reading their results… I sign them too… people who are from the area of quezon city… try looking at the water test results of those fast foods that are in gateway or just around the area of libis, cubao, Fairview, rotonda… if the tesing was done by this lab named platinum…. Chances are it has my name on it…. For the months of june 2005-june 9, 2006…. Why am I saying these….nothing really I just want to inform why should people be cautious in terms of having ice on their drinks.. especially when they are scooped in the ice bin… I’d rather have my ice from those self served drinking stations…. Just like that in fazoli’s and that in taco bell… or else where….how about our water supplies in the house… are they safe??? Here in cali I can say that its safe when it comes to bacteria… cause the chlorine content is way higher.. that’s why nobody in our house bothers to drink from it…but we use it for cooking cause chlorine evaporates when its boiled….well in manila area… the water is good… it complies with the PNSDW level of residual chlorine,…..well if you are wondering about the importance of residual chlorine…it maintains the water bacteria free…. As simple as that….the only cause of out break is the pipe leaks….and those pipe lines that are submerged in the sewage! It’s freaking insane to do that….good for those third world country like ours we don’t have to worry about toxic contaminants especially those radiation and other toxic substances… unlike in Europe… you better not drink from their faucet…just like my prof always tells us back in grad school…. Hmmm…. How about those water that you buy in the refilling stations are they safe???? Yeah they are safe… free from contaminants… as long as they have those complex filtration system…. How about bacteria??? Chances are they are free from it… even if they are stocked for a while as long as those refilling stations disinfect their containers weekly…. Actually it should be done before they fill a bottle…..however the certifications of those water quality especially those for bacteria… they are valid only for a month… so restos are required to have it done monthly… but not all of those fastfoods comply based on my experience….water districts are the only ones that I know that complies with it… but those business establishments… nah… they dont give a damn…so what’s the fucking point? Well if ever you get sick from a resto due to their beverages…. Their monthly water monitoring should be checked…… nah forget about it.. these are just bits of info.. that came across my head….

resistensya builders?

2006-08-05T10:01:00.000+08:00

Hmmm… I’ve been able to quit smoking for more than a month now…. i’ve been in it just for half a year…. It’s freaking ironic…. back in college I don’t really smoke….but last year when the boozing started to accumulate almost everyday… and since I lived alone in the house…am freaking free all night even after school…I still go to some drinking sessions…. What a fucked up schedule… start work early…then go to school… then booze… that affected my health real bad… an up to now… maybe I’m just not used to this clean living…. No cigs… no alcohol…. I haven’t consumed beer for more than a month… and I haven’t been drunk for more than 2 months… never been drunk here in cali….first… no drink and drive… it’s a NO NO here to be caught drinking… it’s major fucking offense…. Am reading the DMV handbook and ALCOHOL is one of their major concerns here… unlike in my country… DRINK and DRIVE… as long as you don’t bump into another car….neway…. why is the freaking title resistensya…well… cause I noticed I get so freaking tired after 5 laps in the treadmill….. woooot…... am not like that before….. I use to play badminton for hours…. And have my fencing class….though after those fencing class I can hardly drive….cause my legs hurts so bad….over rev?....hmmm maybe I need some alcohol….aha! visit superior for a box of corona!!!

part 7

2006-07-25T08:26:00.000+08:00

Wow… summer still summer but am back already in school to have a head start for my thesis… well it’s hard to fill in with the schedule of my adviser… yeah… cause she is the assistant to the rector so it’s freaking hard.. she got lots of commitments… and I have to be independent…I work alone in the laboratory cause it’s summer and our thesis is to be done individually… so and so.. it’s a lil’ bit scary in TARC (thomas aquinas research center) cause of the stories that are circulating… plus I’ve experienced some freaky moments there… closing doors… opening doors… freaky sounds… I have to deal with it or else I wouldn’t be able to finish my work… I just want to stop… I’ll make it up to part 8. hehehhee…. Yan ang tinatawag na tinamaan ng katamaran!

atheist?

2006-07-25T01:57:00.000+08:00

yeah... i havent gone to church in ages... and some peeps that i know consider me an atheist... i dont care... but the other day... my mom was mad at me... cause she said that when i told my sis why i dont go to church... from then on... she never went back to church again upto now... and just yesterday she asked me to try kabbalah... yeah... am like... uhm what??? it's not that am not open minded about this things... but these are not subjects that you can enrol yourself and drop when you just dont feel like continuing the course... oh i hate talks about these beliefs... i got mine so dont mess up with it... neway... am still sticking to my practice... a catholic poser but a none practitioner...

WOW USTE

2006-07-23T12:25:00.000+08:00

accounting bldg/parking/arcade

Main Building

well... i just saw a pic of the new and improved USTE... these are just some of the latest addition... and the pic was from the forum in USTEX.....

"syet binawasan ung parking sa tapat ng main... dagdag kita sa pay parking......"

ROCKSTAR:SUPERNOVA

2006-07-22T15:59:00.000+08:00

yeah it's the second season of rockstar in CBS..... and now it called tommy lee's project...they formed a band named supernova and like that of INXS they need a frontman...i think this time the contestants are more professional...or i dunno... i haven't been able to watch the whole part of that INXS thing... cause i'm not into INXS really... and i heard they are coming to the phil... well sana hindi langawin....what i like here in supernova is storm large... large nga!!!.. nah.. she's just this hot rocker chick... and she can sing really...but there are other contestants that are standing out....like dilana... and lukas... lukas looks like one of thos oompa loompa's.....and this guy named josh... just like the sherminator in am pie.... yeah like a loser look... but got a nice voice... i think after this 3 month long elimination the fucking winner will make it big... hey fuck.... play with jason newsted of metallica, gilby clarke of GNR and tommy lee of motley crue/method's of mayhem..... these 3 fucks are legends....but i hope they wont go too mainstream with this..... i gotta stop... cause i wont make any sense just like before if i continue more..... one last question why does storm large wear the same bra every time she performs??? hmmm...looks like the same for me....

uhm...got to have one...

2006-07-21T01:05:00.000+08:00

oh crap...when i saw this freaking car... man! i gotta have one! aw shit... gonna get one... it'll be out by 2008/2009 its a camaro! before i got here... all i want is a mustang GT500... but almost everywhere i look is a mustang... so i gotta have one of this... for now i'll stay with a mirage... then get a better one once i got myself earning a lil' bit of living........

umaga nanaman

2006-07-20T18:23:00.000+08:00

gumising ako alas dose y' medya ng umaga.... ewan ko ndi na ako makatulog ulit ehh... nakatulog ako sandali kanina... pero ngayon wala na ung antok ko... so ayun dahil may uwing project nanaman kapatid ko ako nalang gumawa... kasi parang ako dati... work ng 7 am then after that may class sa grad school... kaso cya sa culinary school mas enjoy....sakin paduguan ng utak... pero cyempre awol ako ngayon sa grad school baka after 5 years pa bago ako makapasok ulit ng grad school o kaya dito nalang... kaso mahal din... and parang trip kong magculinary din...mas enjoy and sawa na ako sa chemicals... and astig yun noh.. bs chem/chef!!! hehehehe.... kanikanina habang ginagawa ko ung pastillage umiinom ako ng kahlua ngayon eto tequilla naman.. wala parin ung antok.. kaya tuloy lang ang walang kabuluhan na kwento...balik....badtrip hanggang ngayon BUM parin ako...every week ends lang ako nakakagala... punta ng beach... museum... theme parks... pero walang bar.... badtrip... gusto ko tuloy tumira sa downtown LA or lumipat ng SF para may magawa naman... wlang nightlife dito... cguro sa OC may bar dun na may mga pinoy na underground bands ehh... hmm... nakakmiss din ung mga inuman at mga gigs sa pinas.... ang mura kasi eh... murang uminom.... isipin mo maka 1000 ka sa beer... ewan ko lang kung makamaneho ka pa pauwi nun... dito ung isang libo mo,... isang daanan lang sa in and out un.... and masarap sa pinas... kahit lashing ka ndi ka natatakot magdrive...dito... last time pinagalitan ba naman ako ni dad... may dala kasi akong isang malaking baso ng margarita... puno ung baso... nalaman lang nya na alak un... nung mauubos ko na... hehehe... sa pinas... langya... ung beer parang tubig nalang... alala ko pa... inagahan ko papasok ng office isang lata ng SML... kahit kakagaling ko lang ng inuman nung madaling araw... sarap ng buhay alcoholic sa aking bansa talaga... dito walang SML ehh... kaya corona light madalas...un na kasi ung kasing sarap....ayoko naman ng short neck....sakit na ng mata ko... salamat sa pagttyagang magbasa ng isa nanamang walang kwentang kasulatan....

POT reunion gig

2006-07-15T06:54:00.000+08:00

shet nabalitaan ko nalang... may reunion gig ang POT shet talaga.... putanginangyan.... bakit kung kailan andito na ako... tska ko nababalitaan magagandang gigs dyan sa manila.... anak ng tokwa....kung manonood kayo... video nyo.. padala nyo sakin... hehehehe.....

psych

2006-07-15T05:53:00.000+08:00

well i just saw psych here.... and it's fun.... it's a series....and i bet back there someone will make a way to do a show like it or a movie...... as usual.....and by the way.... i ove listening to this band "sino sikat?" and freak....i've seen some of their gigs skeds before but i never thought i'd drop by.... and now... i just like listening to their songs.... it's like a softer POT but with a girl's voice on it or something like that... you just cant describe their music... funky jazz shit....

diet diet

2006-07-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

nagising ako.... tumingin sa salamin sabay sabi.... SHET ang TABA mo na talaga....

isang tambak ang yogurt ko sa bahay... ito ay sadata ko sa diet plan ko!!! wah!!!
neway.... yan ang plano ko... yogurt hanggat maaari....mura lang naman yogurt dito.....
kaso....
sa pinagkamalas malas nga naman....
may CAKE nanaman sa fridge!!! hehehe....pigilan ang sarili....
pigilan hanggat maarari.....
walang execise......
shet.....
nxt week kuha na kaya ako ng lisensya???
cge bahala na......

pic ng mga hostes sa net

2006-07-14T02:42:00.000+08:00

trip trip kamanyakan... pero ndi ako manyak

2006-07-14T02:07:00.000+08:00

nakakaawa nga naman ung karamihan sa mga tao sa pilipinas....lalo na ung walang maicip na trabaho....

cguro naman ung iba sa inyo nakapanood na ng mga raid sa MGB.... ung mga pornsites na pwedeng makipagchat...well... dahil sa sobrang pagkabored....may nakita akong mga pinay sa isang site na tulad nito...http://osaka69.asianbabecams.com/allmodels.asp..... well nagtrip lang ako.... nakatawa na nakakaawa.,....

paginisip mo... sobrang degrading ng ganitong trabaho... pero para sa kanila parang bali wala lang... sanay na sila...at kung iisipin mo malaki kita nila... ung isa sabi nasa $49-99 un bayad sa kanya.... hala... umuwi ka nalang sa pinas isang libo lang ok na! or kung magaling ka.. pumunta ka ng decades or sa mga bar.. cgurado may isang horny na babaeng naghihintay sa haplos mo dun... hehehehe... cguro habang binabasa nyo to... iniisip nyo manyak ako.. nope... heheh... nagttrip lang kasi ako kanina... talagang nagiging boring buhay ko dito....isipin mo pati ganitong sites inabot ko.... eh kasi....computer lang trip kong gawin dito... TV nananakit na mata ko.. at least puro LCD computer dito... wala mashadong radiation.... well.... ayun... nakakatawa lang... hirap na hirap magenglish ung mga babaeng bayaran.... pero ang galing din no... maghuhubad lang cla... ndi pa magkakaAIDS..... pero kumikita ndi tulad nung mga nasa Q.Ave.....at ang laki pa ng kita! magnipiko!!! loko din tong mga kanong ito noh... o kung sino ba namang mga negosyanteng gumagwa nito... ang laki ng kinikita mula sa katawan ng mga ito.....hmmm isumbong nyo kay TULFO!!! wahahahahha.... o kaya MGB....pero wala ka naman magagawa....isipin mo...pagpinasara ung isa... mura lang magpatayo... bumili ka lang nga PC at magpakabit ng DSL oks na..dahil... ung server mo andun pa!!!....tatanga tanga kasi ang pulisya... at madaming kurakot.... tuloy ayan....sikat na pinoy... sa porno???? sabagay nananalaytay na sa pinoy ang pagiging conserbatibong malibog!!! OO malibog!!! bilangin nyo nga kung ilan ang populasyong ng pinoy dyan sa manila??? masmalaki pa ata sa populasyon ng australia at new zealand....sabagay lalo na dito kahit san ako pumunta may makikita akong isa pang pinoy.......eh..... san ba nagmula ang kalibugan ng pinoy???? hmmm isipin natin ng malalim....isipin mo... ang ninuno natin ay mga negrito... at kung ano ano.. nahaluan ng intsik na saksakan din naman ng libog...pagdating nga mga manyakis na espanyol.... ikaw ba naman ang bumiyahe ng ilang buwan na walang makitang babae....natural ang likido ng lalake ay nagiingit lumabas....at ang bawat babaen ginahasa ng espanyol....na nagbunga ng anak ay naknakan ng manyak... isipin mo pa nadagdagan ng kamanyakan ng mga kano na mahilig sa isang katutak na porno...ayun...ultimate kalibugan na ang inabot ng lahi natin..na di naglaon ay nadagdagan ng mga hapon....harigato tira kita dito!!! ayun kahit sa damuhan nagyayarian.... patay... pinoy=malibog....yan ang totooo....tumutol ka man...tanggapin mo na ang lahi mo.....well un ay napagtanto-tanto ko lamang........alam ko walang patutunguhan tong mga ganito... heheheh well... nxt time nalang

ayoko ng baboy cake at chocolates gusto ko

2006-07-12T15:59:00.000+08:00

tyokolate(kala nyo lang basura nakalagay kasi sa disp. containers eh) at
strawberry cake salamat sa kapatid ko! kung ikaw ay may kapatid na nagaaral sa culinary school ayan ang makikita mo lagi sa lamesa nyo!

greed is it?

2006-07-11T02:47:00.000+08:00

greed is in every person.... yeah.... and i can call myself one fucking greedy person....

look... i left my freaking country for a better life... i greed for money.....

but lots of things from the past that makes me realize how greedy i am...

not only for money but for other things.... but i've learned my lesson...

i always want to have something that is hard to get....

i love to challenge myself.....

and when i finally get it....

i stop....

and put everything to trash.....

does it hurt?

and now am doing it again....

by leaving everything and avoiding those that i left....

to focus on another stuff......

movie marathon all day/youtube freak

2006-07-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

since i came to this country i've been wathcing movies after movies... cause i'm stucked here in the house.... everybody's busy and i'm a bum...we'll i missed this kinda life...with my work and school schedule last sem...it's just hard to go out during fri nights after class then wake up early for my 11 o'clock class the nxt day...i got used to it.. but now am back to zero....

when most of the movies and food network shows are repeats i turn to youtube.... just looking for latest uploads... mostly music vids from the phil... yesterday i was watching PEPE'S MYTH... and yeah... it's a docu of the legendary pepe smith.... it's a cool docu.... and ang kulet talaga ni pepe....after watching that docu...i was thinking.... how would it be if i was already alive during the 70's...i think i would be one of those hippies...yeah.... kain tulog inom tamabay.....pasrap ngbuhay walang kinabukasan... pero masaya.... i would dig it!

patay.....

2006-07-09T06:53:00.000+08:00

well... last week nabalitaan ko namatay dad ng classmate ko nung college.....
kanina naman pag gising ko nabalitaan ko namatay tita ko.....(may she find peace)
tapos nanood ako ng TV ung mga tao namamatay din.....
hanggang kanina ung pangalawang pelikulang pinanood ko namatay din...(evita)

ay shet!

2006-07-07T00:20:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah.... nagfile na ako ng resignation ko yesterday.... which means i wont be back in my country for a while....maybe 2-5 years...i came up to this decision last week... and am gonna stick with it....

shit kang SUN ka....

2006-07-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

SUN=sira ung network

shit... putol nanaman linya ko sa cellphone... loko kasi ung mga tawag ng tawag sakin eh!!! sakin nagbibill ung long distance calls..... and ung mga txt ng txt na walang say-say!!! well... 4 days nang putol ung linya ko...pero pinabayaran ko na kagad... ewan ko lang kung kailan reactivate un.... shet talaga

2006-07-04T11:08:00.000+08:00

wow.... galing ng google earth... kita ko house ko... ganyan pag walang magwa sa bahay maghapon.... kahit daanan nyo yang bahay na yan... hinding hindi nyo makikita ako dyan.... well.. sarap sa location ko.. la pang 100m nasa mall ka na... 2 pang mall... kahit low class na mall... at least ndi ever.... and easy access sa lahat.... house for sale 10M!

2006-07-02T07:30:00.000+08:00

the shit in this house...

2006-07-02T07:29:00.000+08:00

sheppy the poo-dle....

2006-07-02T07:09:00.001+08:00

nice place.... for a rich fuck!

2006-07-02T07:09:00.000+08:00

X wing....para kang nasa loob ng x wing...

2006-07-02T07:08:00.000+08:00

part of the place....

2006-07-02T07:07:00.001+08:00

"nang nilabasan si lolo" ganda noh! hehehehe... sa getty din yan.. nakalimutan ko pangalan ehh...walang mapagtripan...

2006-07-02T07:07:00.000+08:00

head of MIDAS... i just love it! taken from getty museum....

2006-07-01T14:35:00.000+08:00

watermelon + reese's + butterfinger = YUM.... try some at coldstone!

2006-07-01T14:34:00.000+08:00

KUSTOM slippers at billabong.... cheap lang....

2006-07-01T14:33:00.000+08:00

PUMA shoes... its a freaking bargain!!! bumalik nanaman kaadikan ko sa sapatos!!! kung pwede lang max out ko ulit card ko ehh.... kaso wala akong income ngayon ehh...

wala nanaman

2006-07-01T14:19:00.000+08:00

well another week passed.... so and so... the only thing that i'm doing in here is to cook some food for my nephew and watch TV.... and do the never ending surfing thing/blog/friendster/whatever....shit... this life seems like a sucker...i'm pretty much used to be so busy and am almost out every night... in here... i cant go out much.. cause it's like i'm in laguna or tagaytay... i gotta drive a long stretch of freeway just to go to victoria garden....i dont spend that much.. cause i'm not used to asking for money..... all that i'm spending in here is my money.... that i got from my bank back there in Philippines.... i'm just not used to begging for some money....just a while ago i bought a flip flop from billabong and a sneakers from PUMA..... it's a fucking bargain....i got the slippy for $16 and the sneakers for $34 only.... i wanna buy that lacoste flips but the looks ain't owrth it.....hay.....maybe i'll ask somebody to send all my shoes in here... i think i stil have around 8 or 7 pairs bakc there... and most of my shirts are still there....well....that's it...

FETE DELA MUSIQUE - 2006 / SM MALL OF ASIA / 30 JUNE 2006 (20 minutes per band per stage)

2006-06-29T06:32:00.000+08:00

MUSIC HALL (MAIN, STG 1); POP, BLUES / RNB / COMMC'L
4:00 LAZY LORELEITWITCH (ICEE)5:00 SANDO6:00 FREE BEERPLUGSOUL KITCHEN7:00 HALESUGARFREESOPHIA BOLO8:00 KJWANPUMPING PLUTOSINO SIKAT?9:00 SNAKE JONESSNAKECHARMERSGRASS10:00 JIMMY BONDOCIRISH CHAVOTHE PIN-UP GIRLS (?)11:00 BLUE RATSDELTA SLIMSOUL BENDERS12:00 FIREBOTTLECAMBIOMAHASA1:00 KAPATIDPHANTASMACOVER ME QUICK2:00 PEPE SMITH

Stage 2, South Wing; Ska / Reggae / World Music / Ethnic
4:00 LOKAL GROUNATIONGOOD LEAFPEACE PIPE5:00 PINK COWKOOLAI KAHON6:00 SHALAMSRUVALEH7:00 KALUMADCHAKRA (?)8:00 NUTRIBAND EXPERIENCEOPPRESSED9:00 Oi WAG DITO SUCKETSEVENKAMPAI10:00 HUMBLE SAUCETRIGGERBLISSCAMOTE CHUNKS (?)11:00 JUAN ISIPKADANGYAN12:00 PORKS & BEANPLACIDRUB-A-DUB1:00 REGGAE MISTRESSTROPICAL DEPRESSIONCOCOJAM2:00 JEEPNEY JOYRIDEMILAGROS DANCEHALL COLLECTIVECOFFEEBREAK ISLAND3:00 MOYG

Stage 3, North Wing; Jazz / Fusion / Lite Rock / New Wave / Pop Alternative
4:00 DAHONMILKTEETH5:00 THE OUT OF BODY SPECIALSQUEEZERS6:00 PROJECT FUSIONRAINTAFFY TRIP7:00 MAKOPAAFFINITY (JOHNNY ALEGRE)RUBBER, INC.8:00 TALAHIBEARTH FISH FISHASTRO JUAN9:00 ELEMENTOCRAYOLA10:00 LAW OF THIRDSSHADES OF IVORY11:00 JUAN PABLO DREAMWUNJODARRYL SHY12:00 CALIPH8NYKO MACADRIP1:00 SHEILA AND THE INSECTS (?)SLEEPY HEADSDREAM KITCHEN2:00 LATE ISABELATOMFLOTSKIES OF EMBER3:00 SLAVEDRUMSCARLET TEARS

Rock Stage - Stage 4; Rock / Indie / Alternative / Punk
4:00 ETERNIAHANEPSNAIMA5:00 THE BREWSAND PIPE/ATTICSESSIONSPOTTER NOSTER6:00 KONTRALUZCHILDZPLAYNORA AUNOR FANS CLUB7:00 AIZOBLAZING BULALAKAW3 DAY SILENCE8:00 LAZERSQUADRONCHUBIBODATU'S TRIBE9:00 MOOMTAZSELLING SIDE MIRRORSHARD BOILED EGGZ10:00 MAD SCIENTIST (RIOT ?)PUBLICOERF11:00 BOY ELROYTOLONGES DEATH SQUADLIVE TILAPIA12:00 THE BETRAYEDWUDS1:00 dong abayMARCUS HIGHWAYMANO MANO2:00 SLAPSHOCKRAZORBACK3:00 MONSTERBOTVALLEY OF CHROME

kala ko madami akong mamimiss na gigs this year... ayus lang.. masmaganda line up last year.... sayang bakit parang pumapanget na fete?hmmmm....

say no to drugs

2006-06-27T00:22:00.000+08:00

got some book marker here beside me.. and it gives some tips ong avoiding drugs.... freak.... i got nothing to do... so i'll just post this crap...

50 ways to say no to durgs....choose...from an alcoholic point of view

*i don't like drugs(i like beer)
*no thanks i'm busy(maybe later?)
*it feels good to be drug free(but not alcohol free)
*i've got to watch my sister(do drugs?)
*i want to stay healthy(more beer!)
*i've got better things to do(got to booze)
*using drugs is illegal(but alcohol is completely legit)
*drugs are bad news(alcohol is good news)
*no way!(go for gin!)
*you must be kidding(i got some teq's in here, want some?)
*drugs can kill(so as alcohol but it disinfects you stomach!)
*i'd rather go for a bike ride(who did this... so lame!)
*i've got soccer practice (who would do soccer over a booze?)
*i dont want to get kicked out of school (let's have gin tonic instead!)
*drugs make me fall asleep in class(and so as beer)
*are you for real?(huh? fuck?)
*i don't do drugs(alcohol much better)
*i'd get kicked off the team(who cares?)
*i dont want stinky breath(just like beer)
*i've got homework(who makes homework at home? geek!)
*my parents will ground me for life(uhm.. who's telling??)
*drugs make me dizzy(just like rhum!)
*i'm happy the way i am(later you wont so drink!)
*i want to stay in control(hold the bottle and youre in control)
*i'd rather go to a movie(and have a beer!)
*i've got some place to go(uhm meatshop?)
*excuse me, i see someone i know(bar tender?)
*i dont want to use drugs(i want some shots)
*i dont need them(but i need beer)
*why use drugs? i feel fine(with beer?)
*i need to think straight(think or drink straight?)
*i don't want to cough(huh?)
*i dont want to get addicted(just want to be an alcoholic)
*drugs make me sick(alcohol don't)
*i've got to walk the dog(huh? get some beer man!)
*i dont want smelly clothes(does it have something to do with that?)
*i know people who've died from drugs(fewer from alcohol)
*drugs make problems worse, not better(alcohol makes u feel better)
*i dont have time to waste(nah.. you just dont have money! lets drink!)
*good friends wouldn't offer drugs(they offer beer!)
*drugs are stupid(beers aren't)
*i promised my parents i wouldn't use drugs(but i didn't promise not to drink)
*i dont feel like it(i feel BEER)
*drugs are waste of money(alcohol is cheaper)
*i'm allergic to drugs(but not to alcohol)
*read my lips N-O.(A-L-C-O-H-O-L)
*i dont want to mess up my mind(gulp some tequilla)
*drugs aren't cool(chill some beer)
*drugs make people forgetful(alcohol too...)
*drugs are trouble(alcohol ain't that much!)

hmmm... ALCOHOL OR DRUGS? hehehehehe

GO BEER!
GO GIN!
GO TEQ!

NEWS FLASH!!!

2006-06-23T01:31:00.000+08:00

am still here in cali.. freakin bored.. cause people in this house work all day... from morning till night... so i end up.... with taking care of my sis' kids....

well well well.... last night... my friend/officemate sent me an SMS... "magreresign na si *bitch* sa june 30!!!" that's nice news back from the phil..... fuck...... sayang... ndi ko lam kung babalik pa ako o hindi.. masmasaya sa office namin nun!!! pagnagkataon!!!.....

isipin mo nalang..... wala na ung bitch na pinakakainisan namin....
wala nang free loader....
wala nang badtrip....
wala nang panira....
wala na!
wala na!
wala na!
yehey....
wala akong paki kung san mang lupalop mapunta yun!!! yehey!!! wala na!!!
aayos na opis!!!
pero sayang wala na rin ata ako dun...hehehehe.. pero pare kung nababasa mo to.. congrats!

lunacy fringe -the used

2006-06-21T08:45:00.000+08:00

Wake upMy loveNever thought you'd make me, break meNow I'm up from belowSuch a brilliant star you areAnd will your love keep burning babyBurn a hole right through my eyesAll these short times feel like no timeI thought you ought to knowI'm so far gone now I been running on emptyI'm so far gone nowDo you wanna take me on? [x2]Do, Do you, Do you know?Do you know how long I've waited?To look up from below,Just to find someone like you?And will your love light burn me baby?Burn a hole right through my heartI think I might just trust you, maybeBut I'm not sureI'm not sure I wanna knowI'm so far gone now I been running on emptyI'm so far gone nowDo you wanna take me on?I'm so far gone now I been running on emptyI'm so far gone nowDo you wanna take me on? [x2]Whoa Whoa Whoa WhoaI think you could make me girlCould make me and take my lifeI know you could break me girlTake all of meAll of me, yeah heyWake upMy loveNever thought you'd make me, break meNow I'm up from belowSuch a brilliant star you areI'm so far gone now I been running on emptyI'm so far gone nowDo you wanna take me on?I'm so far gone I been running on emptyI'm so far gone nowDo you wanna take me on? [x2]

amp

2006-06-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

kalahating boteng tequilla.... masakit sa ulo.. pero ayos medyo regular na tulog ko...

pretty much bored again

2006-06-20T08:10:00.000+08:00

bullshit... I AM FUCKING BORED IN HERE!!! I just cant go out as frequent as I want to... i dunno the places around here... I have to drive for 1-2 hours to go to LA and booze all I want... there are no freaking gigs around here.... this place bores me!!! even though back in the phil i take a 76 mitsu car I can go anywhere... in here we got volvo and stuff but i dont have my own car and i cant go where i want to cause i got no money... and i'm pretty much a BUM again....and i dont earn a thing....fuck this thing....

2006-06-19T21:57:00.001+08:00

la lang....

2006-06-19T21:57:00.000+08:00

the strip....

2006-06-18T16:09:00.000+08:00

dun sa globe na bakal! kasama ko ama ko... waw bonding moments!!! wahahahaha

walangmagawa

2006-06-18T16:04:00.000+08:00

at eto nanaman.... natapos ang isang gabi na walang humpay na kainan.....
1 hr drive to universal studios para kumain ng sausage....at wala na... yun lang... wala lang kaming mawaga kaya bumiyahe.... ndi naman kailangan igala ako ng maigi dito parang bata ehh... matagal tagal pa ako dito... kaya oks lang kahit konti konti lang ung lakad... and dami ko pang dapat ayusin... at dapat isipin....

nahihirapan

2006-06-17T14:20:00.000+08:00

hay... masaya kung masaya.. pero pucha ang hirap makatulog... taena 1 boteng boones at nakakalimang boteng miller na ako wala pa rin.. ung tinatawag na antok...ndi ko pa nararamdaman....isang linggo na akong ganito...ndi malaman kung kailan aabuting ng antok,... syet... pare sakit sa ulo....hirap.. puro kain pa ang inaabot ko.. ung pinagmamalikng diet na nagawa ko dati... 18 punds out??? syet ngayon 4 punds nalang ang natitira.. kailangan ibalik ung dating disiplina.... pero ayus lang.. masaya kahit papano... pero minsan ayaw ko nalang isipin ang pinas parang shet... dami kong namimiss....langya kala mo ang tagal ko na dito.. nabubuwang kasi ako eh.... miss ko na lahat..... well hanggang sa muling pagtotoma!!!

syet

2006-06-17T00:17:00.000+08:00

parang iba na ngayon eh... ndi ko na makita nakaOL ung mga barkada ko.... hirap macontact syet..... nabubuwang ako dito sa cali... kaya magOL naman kayo ng gabi dyan oh... syet miss ko na kayo... pero enjoy parin ako dito kahit papano.....hehehehehehehe

2006-06-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

1/2 lb burger at fuddruckers.... sakit sa tyan!

2006-06-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

utak mo'y buhol buhol

2006-06-15T23:20:00.000+08:00

gusali ulit sa texas