empty

This house feels so empty right now… I feel so uneasy all day… my parents already left.. to some it sounds good… cause we can drink all night… make it into a “casa”.. but for real I don’t care about that… cause I know I will face a new challenge…. That is living alone…. i am definitely LAZY when it comes to house hold work… it suck.. I’m not used to it.. but I have to learn all over again….. I am planning to keep myself busy by doing the other business that I engaged into… in hope it can cover up all the empty space in my life… I thought before we can go all together… but now… I’m left alone.. it kinda pisses me off…. But it’s all good…. Soon…I will follow… got to wait…patience…someday.. soon.. u don’t know fate…got to hold on to it… maybe very soon…………