MS or NOT

Lately I’ve been thinking if I’m going to take up masters this 2nd half of the school year actually its my plan ever since I finished taking up my board exams…. I’m freakin confused at this moment…. I just wanna learn more I don’t want to stuck my self to a BS degree… I don’t have any concrete reason why should I do such thing maybe just for self fulfillment cause I really got a low grade last board exams come to think of it Marlon Mendoza getting a grade of 72% in his board! Fuck… I know I’m not intelligent at all… but I just hate myself cause I should have done better maybe an 80 is worth something… fuck I hate myself….