Wednesday, August 03, 2005

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Suddenly it struck me!!!

Which is which???

Be spiritual???

Or

Be religious???


All my life I have been exposed to chirstianity…. I grew up studying in a catholic school from kinder till college…. From Marist to UST…. All through out my course in life I had lots and lots of questions… why do these people go to church to cleanse their sins and the next day commit them again… they are all bunch of hypocrites… I see these people all the time not only from roman Catholic but also from born again peeps, iglesia ni ___, Muslim and many more… I dunno…. Every time these kind of people ask me what do I believe in I will reply to them with a li’l bit of smile and they will ask me “ARE YOU AN ATHEIST???” then I will not answer back… cause I just DON’T wanna be like them… a self righteous being….. Everyone is entitled for their opinion… but don’t you just get it? Why don’t you learn how to respect other people’s belief cause I know your faith should be doubtless… but get a life and start looking at yourself and then try to reinvent it!!! All my life I have been asked to join this or that religion well I just don’t get it… all of them are the same… some of them believe in saints some don’t… some do the cross sign some kiss the floor and many more… and they will say that they are pretty much active in their church or that….. I don’t care in the end it will sum up to “how’d you lived your life” and that’s how people will remember you… I don’t know why do I blog about this.. maybe I’m just pissed off… ever since… I believe in different things and I try to avoid having an argument about my belief maybe because I just don’t want anybody questioning you about your faith… the truth is I try to live my life more spiritually…. I have been trying to mix all the idealism of the different religions and beliefs like the basics of buddism, Rastafarian faith, Catholicism, and more…. For me doing that will make you a better person than who you are… as I remember Gandhi saying “Christianity is a very good idealism but the Christians are the ones who are destroying it’s reputation” (it just sounds like that I don’t know the exact words) I believe that one…. because I saw most of the flaws of being in the roman catholic and being a born again… they may call me a back slider or whatever… I don’t care anymore… they just don’t have a life… all they think about is how make themselves feel good at your expense…. That’s life… that’s reality…. Just live with it!!!

Everyday I try to believe what it is that I do believe soon I will benefit from it… maybe not on this lifetime but it will come…..

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