alcohol again

It just struck me… “I WANT TO QUIT DRINGKING!!!”…. when I woke up this morning this phrase came up to my mind….maybe I’m just tired of it….. last night we were drinking like hell….maybe I want to escape from the crowd that I am always with….. I’m not saying that I hate those people that I drink with every night… but sometimes you get the feeling of being burned out by doing the same things with the same people over and over… sometimes the stories kept playing over and over…. I’m just annoyed… especially when this one person start to relate stories that is just very annoying…..fucked up it seems that my life revolves around work-alcohol-sleep it seems like there is nothing more….there is something lacking…something that I really want to do…. though I am doing this other business…it doesn’t complete me….i want something new… something that can make sense in my life.... Nah… I don’t think I can give up drinking… maybe I just want to drink somewhere else….I’m tired o cleaning up the mess every morning……where can I go this week???.......fuck… I need alcohol!!!!