alcohol.. so it is....

Yesterday…. I just realized how much addiction I was into towards alcohol and I ain’t loving it anymore….i woke up around 8 am having a bad hangover from that cuatro cantos I cant find any food so I started cooking and found myself water the plants outside… strange…after I got from checking those water sample that we had the other day I have to rest cause I only had 4 hours of sleep so before I sleep in the afternoon I had few shots of sangria just to feel more better… around 7 pm I woke up and found myself eating pancit, goto and drinking sangria again…that’s one thing that I’m already used to.. having some alcohol beside me while having dinner… that’s why I make it a point to have some wine in my frige just to have a nice sleep….after that instead of having a good feel within it just felt very awkward feeling some butterflies in my stomach and it’s not easy cause I’m on my way to meat shop just because I just want to… we had a couple of rounds of light in the then we moved to this place in maybunga pasig where I had some bottles more. We decided to leave earlier around to cause my cousin is a bit dizzy already and doesn’t want me to drive his van… I dunno why…instead of driving home we ended up playing in blue skies….oh… fuck we played till 4:30am for real I don’t want to leave but I have to rest for Saturday sessions… hahahaa… but I loved that DOTA game….it’s been a while that I haven’t played lan games…and earlier this morning my a call from my sis woke me up and I just cant get myself back to bed so I drove myself towards to office again to read the results of the testing and on my way home a taxi almost crashed on me….I’m such a careless driver… then I passed trough ilocos empanada just to find out they are still close and desperation got into me…. So I only had pork and beans for breakfast…and some eggs and freshly cooked rice….then I had some sleep again….fuck… such an addict…I’m just thinking what will happen to me if I will continue this lifestyle…I might end up dying with multiple organ failure! Stay healthy man…. But I just dunno how….fuck!