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Nothing really happened today that is quite interesting but I just want to write something in this blog…… well got a news from my aunt that my couz is leaving for Brunei.. but the problem is they haven’t raised enough money for the placement fee… hope that I can help.. but with the tour that was laid out for me next week I just can’t give anything even just 5t or so…. Cause I don’t think I have enough money to bring to Singapore so that I can sustain my expense for the tour.. great thing that human invented credit cards… got to double my pocket money with it…another thing I have to purchase some equipment for the fencing thing that I’m trying to involve myself lately…. I swear this fencing equipment aren’t so cheap at all… you have to invest on it really and I have to be serious with it cause the money involved isn’t a joke ….especially for me.. a person earning a little more above minimum wage.. hope that I can earn something more….the most disappointing thing about this life is that other people could earn more than me even though their course is full of shit … call center thing is getting into my nerve… sometimes I just want to leave the country so that I could earn what I deserve… people like us in the science field are so underpaid…..thinking about our course.. how hard it is.,… and how important it is for this freaking planet….. last time when I was talking to my sister… she was like “WTF you better get out of that country so that you could earn some serious money for yourself!!!!” she was like pretty pissed off with the wage that I was earning compared to those call center guys… now at the office even though its as small as a family…still things are getting complicated everyday…. I just cant stop myself from being pissed off from this officemate of mine.. but its all good I just act as if that person doesn’t exist….it started all good…. But as time goes by… all those hard work were all just a show off so that person Y can e regularized…cant even wash his/her own dishes except lately.. I think person Y knows that I’m pissed off on him/her….well leave it alone…. I can survive everyday working with him/her………… I know this is so mean.. but I’ll just load him/her with lots of service………….so that I wont see him/her around… he’ll/she’ll be out most of the time due to field work…. Hahahahahahha…..such a BS….. who wouldn’t be pissed off when an unlicensed person calls you very unprofessional…. What? Were just playing around that time…. Crap… I I could only slap person Y my PRC license and tell him/her “I got it without sweat! Without any review!!! Maybe you should try replacing your shitty brain!”….. mean mean mean me………….


** am just looking forward for my tour next week so that can unwind more.. after that trip to baguio... ah... am already missing baguio cause it's so fucking hot in here.....