One fucked up day messed up by a fucking bitch….

Oh yeah remember the bitch???
She really got into my nerve today…. I was pretty fucked up… most of us in this freaking office hates her… and just because everybody hates the bitch she started working properly… but in some cases the bitch tends to over-do some things and just like this morning…… my day should end a little bit nicer if weren’t for that bitch……I’ve been loaded up with some fucking problems these past few days… and a person like her would ruin another day for me…. I just hate how stupid people act as if they can offer something… but the truth is they’re worthless…… well…. Another angst spilled off…. Ant btw she’s sitting behind me while I’m blogging about this in the office… I don’t care….

goodgraciousfriggindog

fuck....

how can a person manage to not have any plan in his/her life?
how can they afford to live and deal with their messed up life without doing anything about it!

fuck....

what's happening to me??? wah!

it just came to me....

cause i dont go out that much these past few months... i miss going out watching gig and bar hopping....

i dunno....

sometimes i just don't like to go out....

maybe i'm just tired... or i'm just tired of going out with the same people...

just like last night.... somebody is asking me to follow them in t.morato.. but i just said no...and that i dont have money... but the truth is i just bought myself another pair of shoes.. hehehehe... but i just dont feel like going out that much....

most of the time i just feel sick.... sick of it all... i just wanna leave this place..........

hayamputahnamankasinakakatamadnatalagasabansanatinwalanangbagopaulitpulitnalanglahatngbagay...

"jesus christ why don't you save my life now...."

not so usual

my day started with a bad news.....

my adviser in undergrad passed away... i know one of these days this will happen cause she's really ill already.... but surely she will be missed... she was once the dean in our college.... i'll miss the research that i did with her.... even though back then it was really hard to fit in to her schedule.... i'l en dup most of the times waiting for hours just to ask her a couple of questions... but i've been able to learn lots of things from her.... thanx ma'am! we'll do some collaboration in the afterlife...

good news..... a company wants me to be one of their consutants in their line... and i'm pretty fuckin excited about this one... and earn some extra.....

tao nga naman...

hay... just because... i got so disappointed today... it sucks... so i end up over spending again.....i'll just stop with you...

some updates

uhmm...

i lost 10 lbs.... tnx to 3 day diet... that a friend told me about..

another girl called me "ANTIPATIKO!" wahehehehe.... i don't care bout her... such a bitch...

planning to continue my diet....

got some alcohol beside me! wohoo!!! let's Drink!

just got my fencing jacket and "breaches"? i dunno how you spell it...

the nurse at the clinic was freaked out when she saw my weight! she was like... huwat???

still got cough....

another med was prescribed to me....

spent another thousand bucks for the check up this morning...

another 2000 bucks this evening for the fencing thing...

i cant go out anymore tonight cause i'm not in the mood......

check up early in the morning

hay....

cause my mom kept on bugging me to have my check up....

so as soon as the clinic opened i went in and had my check up for the day....

hell....

i found out that i'm freaking way over weight.....

and my blood pressure is way high.......

so and so i have to undergo some test.....

i end up paying 2000 bucks for the check up and med.....

way too early to spend much money.....

i really have to trim down on everything and start a daily execise.....

that's it......