what's happening to me??? wah!

it just came to me....

cause i dont go out that much these past few months... i miss going out watching gig and bar hopping....

i dunno....

sometimes i just don't like to go out....

maybe i'm just tired... or i'm just tired of going out with the same people...

just like last night.... somebody is asking me to follow them in t.morato.. but i just said no...and that i dont have money... but the truth is i just bought myself another pair of shoes.. hehehehe... but i just dont feel like going out that much....

most of the time i just feel sick.... sick of it all... i just wanna leave this place..........

hayamputahnamankasinakakatamadnatalagasabansanatinwalanangbagopaulitpulitnalanglahatngbagay...

"jesus christ why don't you save my life now...."