greed is it?

greed is in every person.... yeah.... and i can call myself one fucking greedy person....

look... i left my freaking country for a better life... i greed for money.....

but lots of things from the past that makes me realize how greedy i am...

not only for money but for other things.... but i've learned my lesson...

i always want to have something that is hard to get....

i love to challenge myself.....

and when i finally get it....

i stop....

and put everything to trash.....

does it hurt?

and now am doing it again....

by leaving everything and avoiding those that i left....

to focus on another stuff......