screech........

110 kmph seems so slow…downhill… pushing it towards its limits… I’m not myself…my body is driving but my mind is out there….. wondering… confused… fucked up…. Suddenly the car in front of me stopped…just like the movies… tires screeching…. quick stir…I just cheated death… just this morning I thought I’d have a good day…. but suddenly something came up… my day was fucked up again… no details needed….i’m just tired of if… every time one problem is solved.. another comes in…. it fucks u again as if you’re a freaking whore…it lie pushing forward back… you just can’t get out of it…it’s like the one you hold on to abandoned you… nothing left…
things keep on happening… in every good new… something will mess it up…is this for real… after that incident… all my thoughts came together….madness came into me…nothing matters….i just want to live alone…I don’t want to worry about other people… my life is so messed up…every time I try to pick up the pieces… someone somehow somebody will crush it again…. I cant find any peace in me… maybe death is the answer.. maybe… just maybe… with it I can find peace within… peace that everyone longs for…