addicted to alcOHol

I just cant stop myself from drinking…..everyday I drink alcohol….just last night… I finished half a bottle of flavored lambanog…. It became a habit…I just need to drink… last night I went to the mall just to purchase some BESUTO and alcohol…… hahahaha… nice combination…living alone is quite liberating… but after all the drinking sessions you will be left with a whole lotta fucking mess…..then you have to go to work….after I have been able to establish this biz that I’m working on… I will quit my job….. that’s only a “maybe”….i’m not sure… cause I really want to be an entrepreneur….want to be a drug dealer…. Hahahahaha….want to learn something new…above all I want alcohol… maybe I’ll do a distillery…durian wine! Putek!!! Ayus un!.....so that I can earn from something that I really love doing… drinking….