renewed..............at last.............

I think my fucked up week is so over now… I just received some bonus in the office and I’m not in the mood of going to class but I have no choice I have to pass this shit.
Freaking things happened to me last week for instance somebody fucking stole my coin purse with my keys on it and I don’t care bout the bucks in there… the fucking thing is that I’m so paranoid that I spent some of my saving to change the locks in the house just because I’m that paranoid. Last Sunday in desperation to get drunk I bought my self a beer and a pack of cig’s just to feel more intoxicated… I usually don’t buy cig’s cause I ain’t a freaking chain smoker… I only smoke whenever there is beer and I’m in a booze… I really don’t want to be smoker… ever since small I hated smoke.. then back in undergrad most of my peers thought that I’m a smoker but they just couldn’t believe that I hate smokers.. but all of my friends smoke.. so it sounds so sarcastic for me to tell them that I hate smoke.,… I just hope that I can stop this freaking vice before I get hhoked to it.. fuckt the time in this PC is delayed it’s only 1:12 pm but in watch it’s already quarter to six… nothing more… I’ll just have booze after class…. Hahahah…..