fucking up my mind

Fuck fuck fuck… to much shit is happening at this point of my life… first I entered graduate school and I had a full load… and I’m working and I’m going to school…the freaky thing is that I’m not the same student… as before…. I’d rather sleep than chat with my classmates or maybe because I’m just tired… coming from work then going to school is fucking tiring… and now I have to think about my thesis this early so that everything will go smooth as much as possible… the problem is I don’t know if I will continue the study that I had back in undergrad….lots and lots of things fucking up my mind right now… sadly I am the only one who can fix all this stuffs and I’d rather take it alone than ask other people to help me on this… maybe I’ll just booze this weekend so that I can have a clearer picture… ahahahahhahaha….