some good news

well i got my grades already... at last....

envi chem - 1.75

research met - 1.25

adv. org. chem - 1.75

current topics in org. chem - no grade

am just glad that i've been able to pass these subjects... but these grades aren't high at all... cause the cut off is 2.00 so below that is a failign mark....hmmmmm

nothing more.. i just want to share this.... hehehe

FENCING NA!!! ON GUARD!!! WAAAHHHHH 

after some lumpia have some sweets! sarap ng buhay basta masarap ang food!!! wah baboy nanaman ako nito! 

munch on this.... LEI"S LUMPIA!!!! YUM! 

Fuck this sickness….

I’ve been suffering from cold, cough and slight fever lately…maybe its due to fatigue or something…. Then I wasted myself last Friday night.... well not totally… I’m just not my best condition to drink… cause I’m starting to feel cold back then… so I end up… with a fever since Saturday…. And my cough… fuck…. It hurts….thug it up with some cold and nose bleed….I’m starting to be like that of sick boy in van wilder….shit happens…. Hehehehehehehehehehe…..

another set of randon thoughts

*A person cant pass the board exam if he/she spells karma as CARMA… aw stupid

*she’s a snob…

*no matter how much I try to forget, she still keeps on texting me…

*my mother board got fucked up and a smoke came out of it so I have to purchase new parts for my PC

*now I’m blogging at the office….

*last night I was so desperate to go to saguijo but I haven’t been able to… cause some people just wont stick with their word…..

*I still have 1 more week to go and I can’t imagine my self running out of bucks…

*it’s Fridays so it’s booze time to tonight

*I have a dry cough… it hurts so bad….

*people around me sucks… and I just want to quit….

*can I try that flash animation gig being offered to me?

*how did I end up being a licensed chemist…. I didn’t even bother to study back then….

*some people are just so slow…..

*I want to create another blog… it will have a title of “how does it feel to be an unprofessional”… all post will be angst of those people who just didn’t made it at all….

*a friend of mine will be celebrating her birthday at Mc Donald’s but she’s turning 23!

*weird things happen….. and shit happens…..

*it’s ironic when an unprofessional calls you unprofessional…

crappy crap.... let's just booze....

Well last night my pc turned into a complete trash once again… and I really want to throw it out of the window…. It sucks… I cant invest on it right now cause I’ve got a lot of plans for the week end… and shit I don’t know what’s the problem with it… oh.. hell… it’s all good…I’ve been able to detach myself from using my pc these days…. Since… I’m pretty much bored when I’m in front of it… but I’m still hooked to RF… hehehehe…. Now maybe you are wondering where am I blogging??? Am at the office… hehehehe… nga pala mga tsong booze tayo sa fri hanggang sat!!! kung gusto nyong sumama ay... magparamdam lang kayo.... ciao!

nice view... 

streets of malaysia.. 

metropole hotel....nice place...just look for ivy... para may discount... 

cla kasama ko... enjoy naman.... 

the streets and the flow of traffic........... 

doing my shopping... feeling at home... para lang akong pumunta ng sta lucia ehh... 

china town... i think this is the CLEANEST china town in the world.... 

adik sa tapat ng merlion! 

fcuk it! para kalang nasa beach.. actually beach talaga yan sa sentosa... sa dolphin show... 

anak ng pating naman 

wow jellyfish@underwater world 

terno agogo kape at beer... yan ang laman ng suite namin araw araw... 

wala lang... medyo blurry... lasing na ako ng kinunan ko yan ehh 

yan ang presyo ng beer sa singapore.....kala mo nasa pegasus ka palagi! 

"syet masarap parin talga SMB kaysa sa tiger beer.... pero mahal ito dito kaya dapat walang masayang.. inom lang ng inom tsong..." 

carbonara pie... 

grrr... uuwi na ako... tapos na bakasyon! 

me at petronas... syet ang taba ko parin...sarap kasing kumain ehh 

What can I say….

Hmmm….
It’s been a while….
The reason why I haven’t updated this site is that my pc crashed…. And I I have to repair it….. but I have to leave the country for a week so I ended up fixing this thing only now….

Well I had a nice vacation last week quite long vacation but the days seems not enough whenever you enjoy the places you are visiting time flows so fast…..
My six day vacation to Singapore isn’t enough…. Well I really loved the place… and everything seems to be in order and not like here… you are ill at ease whenever you walk the streets… but there no… i spent my time strolling around the places… walking trough the shopping mall and back to the hotel…the original plan is to visit three countries but we only ended up visiting only two…which is Singapore and Malaysia…. Well… it ok.. I didn’t enjoy visiting Malaysia as much as Singapore… Malaysia is just like Philippines… rude drivers… traffic jam… and stuffs like that… and I HATE THE ODOR OF THE PEOPLE there… well maybe because I am a Filipino… some cultures are cant comprehend why we Filipinos take a bath everyday…. Well different places have different cultures…. Anyways… I don’t want to tell all the stuffs that went down in those countries… just view the pics….

Now am back to this country I ended up completely broke.. cause I have a LOT of expenses this week… and my money wont fit at all… so I intend to withdraw all the money that I can from my account… crap… I hate this thing whenever it happens…..


**note: just last Monday.. I found out that I got a new supervisor… not that she’s my superior or something… but the way she acts… well to cut the story short… this way down low employee…. Checks out our time cards.. I think she’s inspecting who comes early… or something.. and trying to find out who are timing in other employee… well… some people tend to kiss their boss’ ass just to have a good reputation… well if you are reading this.. yeah you! Well… I know all your modus operandi… and I wont spill it unless you pissed me off big time… ASSWIPE…. Hehehehehhehehe


enough of the angst….


On the second thought I’m trying to balance things these days cause.. somebody told me that I can leave my work and focus on flash animation and I can earn more G’s

NIN song.....

I believe I can see the futureAs I repeat the same routineI think I used to have a purposeBut then againThat might have been a dreamI think I used to have a voiceNow i never make a soundI just do what I've been toldI really don't want them to come around again

Oh, no

Everyday is exactly the sameEveryday is exactly the sameThere is no love here and there is no painEveryday is exactly the same

I can feel thier eyes are watchingIn case I loose myself againSometimes I think I'm happy hereSometimes, yet I still pretendI can't remember how this got startedBut I can tell you exactly how it will end

Angst again and again….

Well for a kick off… I faced a freaking heavy traffic early this morning… well BF (bayani Fernando) the chairman of MMDA lifted the color coding scheme and so every car in the city went crazy and it’s like everybody decided to bring their cars towards their office or have a head start on their vacation trip this coming holy week… oh yeah,…. Next week will be holy week… sadly me and my cousins cant go for a vacation trip again due to conflict of schedule with their summer camp…. It’s been 3 years since we had our trip all together… and even though next year we can go out together hopefully we wont be complete…. Another one will be missed…. Well back to the traffic thing… hey dad why don’t you tell your friends that he’s been making so many shitty decisions regarding how to smoothen the traffic here in this country…. crap…..

So much for that… I just saw a kid riding with me in a jeepney… it’s such a sad scenery… it’s like the boy is just around 10-11 years old… and he’s traveling alone towards cubao area… we all know how it is in cubao…. I remember my first time going to this place alone… I was like 15 yrs old and I have friends to go with… to fix up something for a video editing…. Well I think his case is different.. he’s like from the province or something… maybe from somewhere far… cause he doesn’t know where he is heading… and he’s carrying like loads of stuff….

Another thing… while I was sitting infront of the jeepney this morning… the driver kept on complaining how heavy the traffic was…if only I have the guts to tell him “ eh gago pala kayo ehh… kayong mga jeepney driver ang may kalanan ng mga pagsikip ng traffic natin ehh.. tapos angal ka ng angal! GAGO!!”

Hay… some people just keep on complaining not knowing that they are the cause of what they are complaining about…. Crappy day…. Hope this day ends well…..

reckoning

And another one is leaving… most of my cousins are already leaving for abroad for a greener pasteur…. Crap and I’m freaking stuck in this country… I’m pretty underpaid… but who can I blame??? That’s the rate for professionals like us here… since this country is so underdeveloped and very poor… what can you expect why would the government try to put some budget on research so as to development of science…plus I’m kinda tired of my field… I’m still thinking about trying on something new… maybe culinary arts.. the one that my sister is telling me a couple of weeks ago… I dunno I’m just tired of something… and I hate working with people you aren’t so comfortable with…. Lazy world…. Since vacation started I am always thinking about changing my field… should have tried food technology instead of chemistry…. Ohh.. crap…four years have been wasted already plus my board exam… though nailed it… the test wasn’t that hard either but I’m not satisfied with the result… cause I just didn’t focus much and I reviewed for like 2 days only prior to the date of exam…. Silly me… and now am still thinking about that thing that I should have earned a better grade… well good for me I passed it… unlike those unfortunate people who just couldn’t pass it no matter what… maybe I’ll give the credit to my school… for the nice training that I had and it’s a pretty nice college life that I had… nice facilities and the best of all the crowd… though most of my friends were kicked out….. still my life back then is so fuckingly crazy the after school booze and the trips… my fucking mistake of taking up chemistry gave something good in return…..well maybe I’ll just have to make the right decisions from now on to straighten up things a little bit… still got time but am not getting any younger anymore…ahhh.. sometimes I just want to quit on everything and rewind my life….

can i slap you with my license or what??? addict on the move! 

and the.....

Nothing really happened today that is quite interesting but I just want to write something in this blog…… well got a news from my aunt that my couz is leaving for Brunei.. but the problem is they haven’t raised enough money for the placement fee… hope that I can help.. but with the tour that was laid out for me next week I just can’t give anything even just 5t or so…. Cause I don’t think I have enough money to bring to Singapore so that I can sustain my expense for the tour.. great thing that human invented credit cards… got to double my pocket money with it…another thing I have to purchase some equipment for the fencing thing that I’m trying to involve myself lately…. I swear this fencing equipment aren’t so cheap at all… you have to invest on it really and I have to be serious with it cause the money involved isn’t a joke ….especially for me.. a person earning a little more above minimum wage.. hope that I can earn something more….the most disappointing thing about this life is that other people could earn more than me even though their course is full of shit … call center thing is getting into my nerve… sometimes I just want to leave the country so that I could earn what I deserve… people like us in the science field are so underpaid…..thinking about our course.. how hard it is.,… and how important it is for this freaking planet….. last time when I was talking to my sister… she was like “WTF you better get out of that country so that you could earn some serious money for yourself!!!!” she was like pretty pissed off with the wage that I was earning compared to those call center guys… now at the office even though its as small as a family…still things are getting complicated everyday…. I just cant stop myself from being pissed off from this officemate of mine.. but its all good I just act as if that person doesn’t exist….it started all good…. But as time goes by… all those hard work were all just a show off so that person Y can e regularized…cant even wash his/her own dishes except lately.. I think person Y knows that I’m pissed off on him/her….well leave it alone…. I can survive everyday working with him/her………… I know this is so mean.. but I’ll just load him/her with lots of service………….so that I wont see him/her around… he’ll/she’ll be out most of the time due to field work…. Hahahahahahha…..such a BS….. who wouldn’t be pissed off when an unlicensed person calls you very unprofessional…. What? Were just playing around that time…. Crap… I I could only slap person Y my PRC license and tell him/her “I got it without sweat! Without any review!!! Maybe you should try replacing your shitty brain!”….. mean mean mean me………….


** am just looking forward for my tour next week so that can unwind more.. after that trip to baguio... ah... am already missing baguio cause it's so fucking hot in here.....

halina't magisip 

hei!

At last I’ve been able to finish my take home final exams though I know I wont get a high grade with it but am glad I’m over with stress…another problem solved….feels great… but come to think of it I am not supposedly be so happy bout everything cause I got lots of other stuffs to take care….decisions to make and some unnecessary things but most of the time those small things are always getting into my nerve…all day I haven’t been able to work properly cause I’m thinking about finishing this my test and crap still problems are arising especially in the office….you know… It’s hard to work with people you just can’t handle anymore… such a pain in the ass…..anyway I just don’t mind such persons at all…. I just act as if I don’t know that person and try to get over the day without having some conflicts….asswipe!!!

the church that we use to visit when i use to go to church and attend some mass 

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm