bohoo...

well... somebody is planning to come opver hear maybe next year... well at least well get to hang out again....

i just miss goin' out with friends upto now i dont have anybody to hang around with....

what i live for

changes are essential things in life....
i'd rather have a life that is full or failure and challenges....
than have a plain and simple fucking life....
i'd rather explore the world than live in the same place for the rest of your life....
missing your loved ones is just a part of wanting to explore new things....
i' d love to die meeting new people every day than be with the same people the rest of your life....
explore different cultures and understand each of them....
be open minded to everything than be a prejudice.....
don't rely on the standards set by the religion that you believe in....
don't close your eyes to other ideas and think that youre always right....
listen to every concept that comes into you....
many of these might help you find the faith....
it's your choice to have a religion or not....
being atheist isn't against the law so as to believing in your god....
it's not how you praise him it's how you treat others....
skin color is nothing if you are open to all sorts of idealism....
i grew up in a catholic family....
studied in a catholic school from nursery until graduate school....
the only thing that i always question is the faith of the members....
i saw the hypocrisy of the believers....
it's not the idealism that i question but those people that implement it....
and the people that goes with it....
now at last i left the catholic country....
it's an opportunity to learn other culture....
live with new environment....
the thing is religion is the greatest form of brain wash of all....
one thing i know, you will think that i'm an atheist....
well just ask yourself about your faith....
until i die i wont stop searching for answers and exploring life....

OOMPA LOOMPA WINS

yeah yeah... just like what everybody expects... the guy named lukas rossi won in rockstar supernova.... it's not a surprise... well the only thing i hate about this season of rockstar is the song line up... damn they kept on singing the same songs over and over... and some songs from last season was sung again... fuck!!!

brain deterioration

i think my brain is deteriorating.....
i need new inputs to it....
i need to study,....
i wanna go back to school....
the books in the library are useless.....
cause all of them sucks......
what i need are my books in my house in the philippines....
i need a refresher...
i need to read again....
i wanna learn something.....
i got to!!!

transition of an addict

a couple of months ago



















2 years ago




















3 years ago














4 years ago

just because

just because...


... i need money

... i got nothing to do

... i couldn't get a more appropriate job

... i wanna do something productive

but once i've been able to fix everything i just won't get myself into this again...

NOVELTY SONGS SUCKS!!!

I really don’t know what’s up with these fucking songs… why is this type of song are being composed and produced for an album… it’s ok if it’s only for ads but fuck… more albums are being produced with these types of shitty recordings… these composers that makes these songs aren’t even talented and they don’t deserve all the credit that they are getting… and plus those silly singers that does the voice for these silly compositions… some aren’t even talented at all and some really suck…with themes from hotdogs to hairs and shitty things like that I don’t know why record labels in the Philippines signs these so called projects…. Ever since this things started playing the air I hated it and it’s just a mess…cause its an easy money for some people…and the tunes are recycled…taken from old songs… I’m done…

i like it i hate it....

it's been months since i last had a nightout and i cant do it here in cali cause i dont have friends to hang out with... and still am adjusting to these peeps... but the idea of living again with my family is still a lil' bit hard... i just cant do anything... seems like there is a limit again... i miss the life that i left in the third world... the laid back tyep of life is the one that i miss and the nice beaches and those malls... but i gotta stick with this for a while... and then i'll have one hell of a fucking drinking spree in phil...

galit sa bubuyog

i was born and raised in the philippines... since i decided to stay in cali for a couple of years there are lots of first times... as we all know jollibee is one of the most famous fastfood joints in our country... when we visited west covina.. this is the nearest place where there is a jollibee store in our place... and then my nephew suddenly replied...."man that place is evil!!".... "their food is nasty"... we were laughing our guts inside the car when he said that... cause it was my first time to hear a child hating that joint so much....it's like every children that i met in the philippines loved jollibee so much... and i admit that i enjoy eating there too... back in the philippines most of the time i'd rather have dinner in mc.D's or in jollibee when i'm too lazy to cook.... i'd rather walk towards the mall than prepare a meal... no wonder when they visited me in the phil... he never asked somebody to eat at jollibee...

how can i lose weight when every weekend our house feels like there is a fiesta.... there's always too much food... then my sister will bake some more cookies and cakes just so that she could make use of her pastry skills..... BABOY BABOY BABOY KAMI NGAYON!

tulo mo tsong!

just this morning i saw Y speak in TFC and damn!!! these guys are arguing about that leakage thing in the Nursing Board exam... i think they should have a retake... cause we arent sure about the quality of those nurses that passed... due to the demand for nurses these people tend to take the course and earn big in other countries... but by knowing that there are leakage in the past board exams, i doubt that some of these students who passed are eligible to have their license... i dont know why are they afraid to have a retake... if they did their part... surely they will pass the exams... i should know... cause i passed my board... but not in nursing... the reason why i passed is because i have a good training while in my undergrad... well.... but it seems like most of those people who are against retake are mad at UST... cause our school wants a retake... well i just dont know what to say anymore.... just fuck all those people who had a leakage and those fucking people in PRC who gave out those fucking questions away for money....

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Stupid things people do…..

True to life stories….

“Ang batang suminghot ng ovaltine”

I don’t know the exact year this happened but one of my cousins really did this weird thing…he sniffed ovaltine with a straw into his nose!!! And he kept of laughing after that….

“minumog ang beer at binuga sa barrel”

At padis libis(it’s already closed I think) we were just hungry for some beer so we decided to have some barrel at this bar…. But the band sucks and beer from these barrels sometimes taste bad!!! I don’t know why… maybe these fucking waiters are getting back at some drunkards like us… In the middle of our drinking session… my cousin gargled the beer and spit everything into the barrel…. And that just it…. End of the session….

“sunrise at manila bay”

I was in that office in UP I think it’s in the accounting building… I really don’t know what do they call that…. I was in line waiting to pay for some test that I have requested in engineering dept. and the suddenly these two girls were laughing about the lamest thing that they did…. “THEY WAITED FOR SUNSHINE AT MANILA BAY!” man oh man!!! People go to manila bay for SUNSET!!! Manila bay=is west side of manila….

“batang nagpigil ng ihi”

Masmaganda kwento pag tagalong toh!... isang batang loko nagpigil ng ihi pinigil sa dulo ng kanyang tweet… eh hindi pa tuli….. ayun lumobo… sumakit… natuli ng wala sa oras… impekson ineksyon sakit sa ulo ang inabot… nangamatis nilangas ng bayabas!!! Wohoooo!!!!

I suddenly lost the urge to write some more….