brain dead

Just this morning…it felt like i'm very very stupid!!!…. Fuck…my co-worker asked for help in his chemistry assignment..fuck.. I have to admit…I forgot some of those stuffs that were in there…it’s so basic yet…I just can’t think about the answers… must have been the alcohol… it’s always been that thing….pisses me off…don’t you know that whenever you get drunk brain cells were being destroyed…one by one….it eats your brain away……slowly your keen mind gets deteriorated….maybe I have to slow down with the drinking part…..it’s my source of income…my brain…it’s all that I have.. though I admit i am not a genius…..but I know how to use my brain… that’s all that matters….oh shit….soon I will be brain dead….oh well….